 Upcoming Examinations. Wish me luck peoples ! Gee , i'am scared :/ 29 September : Science ( Phy/ Chem ) 29 September : Maths Ppr 1 22 September : Mum's Birthday 30 September : Afiqah 's Birthday ========================= 1 October : Hari Rayer ! 2 October : Combined Humanities ( History) 3 October : Maths 8 October : F & N 8 October : Ifah's Bby Birthday 27 October : My Birthday ! 29 October : Nuruls' Birthday Blog under control. All thanks to that stalker. Would open it back sOon. * best of luck to those taking N level :] toodles  Easy come, Easy go .. I'am free right now. I'am away from sorrow. I want to avoid relationships. I don't want to be dejected anymore. It hurts to see me becomes hurt. I want freedom. I want more concentrations. Yes , that explains it all. I did confess yesterday. Not really everything but short & sweet. " You , just forget about everythink okey. All this can be resolved right after my N's " Well , his first impression change. I don't know what he is feeling inside. Sorry , or jealous or sad? I seriously don't know. Well , all i could say is that i have made the right desicion and moved on -.- Eh , atleast i took the FIRST MOVE okey! If it is not for me , this would be resolve. Grr. He's so not the gentleman oke. Come on lah , i hate guys who are not GENTLEMAN. One word , get a life. Expecting a girl to make the first move. Owh , well. And yaw , i hate to be hurt again. I have enough tho. Enough is enough boy. And pleasee don't treat me as if i'am invisible. Whhtaa fcukk ? I'am not , for your information! I'am BIG enough for you to see. Grr. Stupid , bloody attitude of yours. Eh , seburuk - buruk perangai aku pun , aku tetap layan kau ehh. Damn arse. And you treat me as like " easy come , easy go " You would approach me when you started loving me back and when you hurt me , you let me go. PEMBASTARD! Grr. I'am not a toy oke. I'am a human who has feelings also! You liked it when iam in sorrow right? Stupidstupid guy. Eh , yah iam writing this as tho iam hearbroken. But nah , iam not. Iam feeling strong right now. I tried fighting my emotions & will always stay strong no matter what. I have fcuk off from you. Now , my mind would be on full concentrations. Yet yes. No more or mere puppy love and suchs. I dont believe you anymore assyhole. I really really hope you would find someone whome you can toy around her feelings with AND i am definetly out of you fugly list! Damn arse! >:( So now leave me alone and i get a change of job after my Ns. Perhapes tho. Now you want to be free ( Yes , iam letting you free! ) So I'm letting you fly ( Go on and fly away from me! ) Cause I know in my heart babe Our love will never die ( Yes! Our love has die! >:/ ) YES! You'll always be a part of me ( Never ever! ) I'm a part of you indefinitely ( kiss my ass lah ) Girl don't you know you can't escape me And we'll linger on ( no way! ) Time can't erase a feeling this strong ( yes it's earsing tho ) No way you're never gonna shake me I ain't gonna cry no And I won't beg you to stay ( yess! ) If you're determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way ( and iam not standing in your way -.- ) But inevitably you'll be back again ( duhh! 100% agree ) Cause ya know in your heart babe Our love will never end no ( it ended tho! fcuk ya ) Urgs , sorry if i have to vent my anger on the online blog. Grrrrrrr. skipped ========================= Prelims results out. Damn , all botherline passes? No good. Maths , no hope. :/ N level , 3 more weeks. Iam going to start mugging already. Online blog would be dead for a month or so. So yea. Peoples , don't PROCRASTINATE oke. I leave with some pictures. I will be on hiatus.     toodles Nat soo vulnerable ;( I'am feeling so so worn out right now :/ I'll post tomorrow aye ? i need a ample rest & concentrations! Bby boy , i've made the right decision. I wish you the best for your future endeavors. And many are ending theirs so i don't find the reason as to why i should start anyways :/ toodles I'am confused. I'am all fucked up with your attitude. Both parties are in the wrongs , i know. All i need is your love & your apologies. I can't take it. How would you feel if you were in my shoes ? How would you ? I'am deeply hurt by you. You scolded me and vent your anger at me. For you information my dear boy , i didnt know that you were pissed off at first. If i had known , i would know have question you right ? And there you throw your temtrum at me. Woah , how disappointed am i and i am forever pissed for you. Like you said , " sorry " is a huge word to say. But a small sorry from you to me didnt works , didnt it ? You are in the wrong and iam too. I admitted my mistakes but didnt you ? You vowed that you love me again & yes i did too. For you infomation boy , i love you forever. You are forever etch in my heart. No one can replace you. Boy , you should be thankful enough that i didnt go for anyone else when you left me. I can do that now because you think that there aint any guys waiting for me outside ? You are wrong boy. There tons out there waiting. It's only a matter of time. It's up to you to moved on or i will just fuck off from your life. It's simple for you tho. I hate to leave you boy. i love you. Can you stop ignoring me for once & change you attittude ? Thats all i wanted form you. After that , love me for all you can baby boy. It has been 2 days straight we have not contacted each other. Coincidently i saw you just now. I was like whta the fuckkkk? Serioulsy. And yea no eye contact and connections going on between us. :( We just ignored each other like we doesnt even exist at all. What a day. Seeing you brings me flashbacks. I hate being this way. I miss taking to you on the phone. I miss those sms-ses. I miss those times. I just want you back. I want you to be matured enough to think whats right and whats wrong , please boy. I will be waiting here all over again. I hope a miricle happens tonight :[ i'am lost toodles  Iam feeling fatigue , worn out perhapes ? I don't have the mood to study right now. Sigh. I can't believe what happened yesterday. It really do shocked me D: Whatever it is , i will just fuck off okey ? Im pissed. Sheesh! F&n paper was alright. I hate the WHEAT part. Come on lah , i neglected that part somemore when i was doing my revison can ? HAHA. Section A was about fats and yes i can answered it. The essay part was about elderly and thanked god , i can answer also. Overall the paper was okey , excluding the wheat part lah -.- Tomorrow would be that physic paper. Omg , i don't even understand a single shitz about physic la okey? How am i going to score . Damn it. Am i going to flung that paper again ? No way! I would seek help from bro :) And , yea got back o level Mt result. It sucks , i tell you. A (c6) with an oral grade of (P) Mak , rabak perh Nat. I knew that i can't do it for oral because i wasn't ready and i was nervous tho. Well , i guess i would retake that paper. For sure. An less than 1 month , i woul dbe sitting for that GCE N Level Examinations. Gawd , iam damn fcuking nervous. Maths & physic , don't pull me down :( I need you by my side. Iam becoming restless. * sigh :( toodles I'am back frm school. History paper was okey lah , eventough i didnt study anything. harhar. I like the source based but not the essay pleasee? I left out one of the essay question lah okey . As usual , i would concentrate more on the source based rather than the essay. Haaa. Mak , less than an hour time before that o level result is out! Gosh , how nervous can i be? Hope i pass. Wish me luck peoples ! Would be back after i take my result. toodles History Paper tomorrow! Gawdd. and i have not studied a single shitz. Frankly , i don't know what to study. Can the holiday be longer ? Ohh pleaseeeeee ? getting ready to go now , what should i wear ehqq ? Haha. Bookkss & papers hear i come! Haha. Oh , baby i miss you so much , meet up soon aye ? toodles. I love doing surveys. Haha. If iam bored tho. Prelims going on and done with FOUR papers. English Ppr 1 & 2 AND Social studies & Maths Ppr 1. What a killer paper today. Right , as usual i flung both papers -.- Maths , i didnt even study a single shitz but i do concentrate more on Social Studies BUT the stupid sri lanka topic NEVER come out! GRRRRR. Macam testing aku gitu ehq? Eh , i spend hours and hours on that sri lanka topic but not a single shit come out! Sape tak frustrated kan ? Wahlau. And if i were hard working enough to have gone thru that Box and Whisker Plot , nothing could goes wrong just now. I totally forgot. Upper percentile? Damnit. Ok what done cannot be undone. *sighs. And guess what ? I forget to bring my wallet. Silly me. Yesterday Gosh. I don't know that after watching The Maid , i can't get to bed. Seriously , yesterday watch this ghost story , The Maid. Watched till 12AM then went off to bed. But , i can't , i kept on having flashbacks. Damn. I can't sleep. 12am onwards. I just sat in my room with my eyes wide open. Keep on thinking and thinking about the drama. Cloack strikes 3am and iam still awake. Luckily there was susan to accompy me. Fuhh , sigh of relief. She talked to me till 5.30am. Cool kan ? I slept for half and hour only today. 5.30am till 6am susan called and wake me up. Yawn , super duper tired sia. And during exam time i slept in class. Great Job. Now susan warned me not to watch horror movie late at night anymore. Hahas. Sunday Had a meet up session with Ms Tok 4Pm at Mac. Thanks Cher for the treat :) Explained social studies and stuffs. Macam best gitu kan 3 boys beh aku sorang pompan. Harhar. Me , sharil , fareedz & syuk was there. Later on at around 7 plus the two boys left. Left me and fareedz study at Mac till 8 plus. Saturday Told you people i would go MISSING that day and i really mean it tho. I attended cousin's wedding and helped out also. One whole day of fun :) Ohya , those brownie are so mouth-watering okey? Super Sedap! And i think i have to stop eating fast foods. It has been 4 days straight i have been indulging myself with Macdonald Food. Grr. Even tho iam not working ler. Shoudl stop if not i will grow fat. Harhar. I can't wait for NATIONAL DAY! double $$ toodles. 1) Who is your best guy friend? Erm , erm fareedz ? Haha 2) If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care? Nah , dun care. 3) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? yeap2 :D 4) Where did you last sleep other than your house? At tamp north cc 5) Do you have a best friend? Ifahhh bby! 6) Do you smoke? Nope! 7) Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid? small innocent looking :/ 8) Who was the last person you cried in front of? Erm , nobody 9) Can you vote for the next election? maybe 10) What are you listening to? always be my babyy 11) When will your next kiss be? Haha , wad a qns 12) Who do you want to see right now? nobody 13) Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous? nurul :D 14) Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? nope 15) Where did your last hug take place? under the void deck 16) Do you date smart people? perhapes? 17) Where were you at 2:02 this afternoon wedding reception 18) Last place you took a plane to? jakarta 19)What does the last text in your phone says? adik , kak nk punch in . Hee 20) Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? YEAP! 21) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? In a bus got lahh :D 22) Who did you last go out to eat with? family & friends 23) Do you text alot? Yes , till my pepaid low 24) How old will you be in 13 months? sweet 16 :) 25) When is the last time you tattoo? not at all 26) If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them? talk to someone first den lastly tell hym the truth 27) Do you wear glasses? nah 28) What are you looking forward to in the next month? N level& prelims !! Urggs! 29) What are you doin tonight? sleep zz 30) What was the last sweet thing someone said to you? ily :DD |
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