 "A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." "Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever." - Len Wein - Mimi dearest, finally iam aware of your whereabouts. I know you have been mia-ing yourself all this while and i did not manage to find the cause under it. Fortunately, i did somehow get to know the whole story from you. I'am so sorry to hear that dear. I know how dejected you felt after what had happened and seriously i felt so dissapointed in them. Somehow, they have their own reasons for doing so. But i hope now you're prefectly fine. Thanked god that there is somehow whome is willing to be there with you. Thanked god that you're perfectly fine now. Dear, please be strong. I know you've gone through many hardships and obstacles in life. Don't worry, patience is virtual. Every single mishap has a meaning behind it. Maybe this is just a simple start for you. Theres more challenges you wound face in life. And i hope after what had happened, you would be a more stronger person in life. Remember dear, you still have me, mr wan & other of your friends by your side. Iam here if you need someone to talk to and someone to lend a listening ear. I'am just a phone call away. It wound hurt to lend you a helping hand dear. You meant a lot to me and I'll promise you i'll be there for you whenever you're feeling down. And i also hope that our friendship would last long though you're somewhere far away from the east. Meet up soon and i'll give you that *ONE-BIG-TIGHT HUG* dearest and we'll catch things up between each other =) And i'll pray to god that you would recover fast and be the Mimi you used to be! =) I love you dearest Mimi! toodles  Loyang Camp 2009 on Monday, March 23, 2009
, 6:45 AM Lethargic. The title says it all. Yes, i'am having my school camp today all the way till wednesday. This year school camp suks BIG time. Seriously sucks. Ahaa. No overnights, no outdoor activities eg kayaking all no! So it is just a motivitional talk type of camp for today. There are together 4 workshops all cramp together in one day and the day ends at 3.30pm (!) Boredom strikes. Grr. The talk is just fcuking waste of time, i guess. But somehow i find it meaningful also D: About time managements lah, how to cope with stress lah, procastination lah and the main point that they highlight for the day is that DO NOT WASTE TIME. But in my mind i was wandering, this workshop is wasting time :X GAHHHH. Do something more productive is much more better. Tsk. So after the camp thangy, i participate in the touch ball interclass. It wasnt a prepared one but we did our best though. We were close to winning but overall we scored 4 points only :/ Neah, it's okey. Looking forward to another interclass games! ^^ Oh well, i suffered lots of injuries that day :/ Being hit in the eye, by my cheeks and having blue blacks on my knee. Oh my. And all thanks to myself for not having a proper warm up before the actual game. I did suffer from muscle cramps :/ And it really hurts alot. So yea i did skip tuition today. I really cant take it anymore. I was feeling so fatigue :/ Tuesday, 2nd day of camp.  So yea today was the 2nd day of camp. Wasnt as boring as yesterday. This time we hit Discovery Centre. The fatuous long bus ride made me bus sicked! D: Upon reaching there, it was raining cats and dogs and it was freezing cold. So yada yada and the visit to the discovery centre was boring lah. I only enjoyed the SAFTI army museum thats all. Looking back at the old times. Oh how i love museum :D Haha. Then afterthat we had this amazing race? Uh, eventually we did not won cause we watched the wrong video -.- Tsk, wasted. Oh well. So reflections, and off back to school. I wasnt really in the mood cause my whole body was aching! Afterthat head down to downtown to have a bite at Mac. Off to Ws and off back home. Wednesday, last day of camp. Super uper boring day! I regret coming to school today! Supposed to have the workshop early in the morning but then the whole timetable changed. So morning was free lesson with form teacher. Since ms heng brought along some CDs we decided to watch them. But suprisingly, both show are super boring! -.- So break was next ad then to IPP. So we when back to our classes to seal the windows and stuffs. Okey for like fuggin 1 hour, we were suffocated in that classroom. I swear it was effing HOT and stuffy! So what we did? Continue watching the boring video till the exercise is over and worst still we can still enjoy the fans when we are not supposed to on it in the first place. HAH! So after the exercise off back home and out again. Meet ifah and the rest at library. Studied some maths and afterthat mit bro and off back home. Thursday & friday school as pernormal! Sigh. So thursday after school off to study with syuk & zharfan. Learnt new topic in maths that is vectors -.- Super complicated i tell you. Tsk. And friday as per normal WS after school then off to Npcc. Mudane, tsk . So yea summary about this whole week ! UPDATED peoples! :D Picutres will be uploaded soon okey? Pictures are all in jasmine's camera lahh. I've got his few from some peoples. Enjoyz! _thumb%5B1%5D.jpg)  toodles Much apologies to B! I'am so so sorry for making you pisseed! Promised you i wound repeat this stupid mistake again! I love you ya knoww. :[[ So today was working at 12pm. Morning went to school to take my report book. And yes! today iam not late again! Infact iam super uper early! Heeh! So work was okeyy. After work was in search for chilcare centres. Its not difficult to find a childcare centre but then it's difficult for them to release their menu. For alot of kinds of reasons lahh. But i was pretty relief when one particular chilcare did manage to let me have a peek at their 4 week menu uh! Thanks alot lady! Haha. And we went all the way to jeetz chilcare? I guess thats the name uh. It's located beside beside downtown i donno know how to describe lah. Haha. It's a private apartment. So yeaa. After that sister drove us to ubi since B wanted to settled for his prac thangy. After that off for a haircut! Haha. Everyone except bro had a haircut! Haha. I just trimmed my fringe and trim abit of my hair. Feels better now. Heeh! So yea afterthat off back home. Feeling much fatigue now. -.- I'll update more soon! toodles  So yesterday. Since somebody asked me to update, i'll update. Haha. Well i post about yesterday. Seems like this holiday is really a holiday to me -.- I've set study dates and revision dates but heck, i've neglected it. Damn it! I know whats the cause to it. 3 cheers & 3 cheers for me. Both physic & maths stacks of homework is yet done! BAGOS nat. Keep it up! I want to start revising by tomorrow can? I just can't keep myself enjoying life like this. I have to somehow self-motivate myself. Tomorrow is a must to study! And yah, before moving on to anything, i just got back my results just now. Ms huda said, i did well EXCEPT for maths. Told ya. I scored really really low for that subject! Bodo sak aku. & patheticly i failed my english by 1 mark! The rest i scored ranging from A1-b3. But still iam not happy with my result cause i know i can do batter. Chey! Haha. So yea, like today only i've received so much nagging and nagging from people around the world! Args. Firstly parents, next teacher & next customer also ask me to stop work lah blablabla then parents and teacher nag about my maths maths maths! My ears can burst xiz hearing the same old nagging! -.- OK fine! I'll prove you guys wrong! Argss. Practice & more practice starting from tomorrow Nat! Grrrr. ------------------------- Oh well, so yesterday. Since yesterday was my off day, i went out with bro, candy & weiming. So can say ah, candy was pissed because she need to wait for the rest of us. Gahhh. Sorry uh babe. Haa. 12plus out of the house and meet the rest at mrt. Trained down to city hall and head down to funan first. Since both of them wanted to search for their lappy stuffs. So yada yada and had a bite at kfc. Proceed to raffles city and after that to marina square. Did some shopping and helped candy choose a outfit for the D&D that is today. After marina square, off to orchard and then to far east. I swear my leg was damn aching that time okey! All thanks to the walking here and there. And yes the shopaholic for yesterday would go to weiming! He did shoped alot okey! Like everysingle shop we enter confirm got something he want to buy! He like OKB xiaa. Haha. And i didnt shopped alot that day because iam saving some cash uh. Heh! But i should tell you people my wishlist is growing longer and longer! Ahaaa. So bro bought me a ripcurl bag while i bought another wallet, thats all. After all that shopping had our supper at lucky plaza mac. I swear i was so jacon sey! Haha! The counter at lucky plaza was super uper cool lah!! Haha, ok shuts. So yea afterthat trained back home. Home sweet home by 11pm :) toodles  Behind those tears .. I'll post about yesterday. Friday the thirdteen. School was mundane. How i wish i could just skip F & N lesson. My coursework, is just a atrocious. I feel like giving up. There like so many things to be done and i just can't find time. I know i'am somehow slow yea i'am. God please help me. I need to finish it up after the march holidays. I've yet had any idea of what to cook for midyear & o levels. I've yet done my food order list. I've yet moved on to development & DM. Haish. How slow can i be? Aku macam orang no life gitu seh. D; Ah wadeva. So today was supposed to get back our report books but i didnt get mine yet. Reasons are my parents didnt turn up for the meet the parent session -.- My form teacher die die wants to meet my parents, infact she wants to meet every single one parents. No parents, no report book. -.- Merepek lah. And now, iam kinda worry about my results. I know 100% one i fail my maths thats for sure takya tengok dah tahu. I don't want to fail my english & History pleaseee? Haizz. So yea after school head back home. Sleep cause i was feeling rather fatigue that day. At around 6plus when out again to meet up with ifah at central. Head down to school for the campfire. Since the sec 1s, 3s & 4s are having Npcc camp in school, we decided to help around with the campfire and stuffs. In the end, we slacked around instead. I dont know why but i was hyper active that night. Haha. Me and ifah were like laughing our asses out and dancing in the clear moonlight. We were enjoying ourselves macam kat party gtu haha padhal it's a camp -.- But, overall we did have superb fun! But the campfire was rather a plain one. I just adore the fire only. Haha. It was SUPERB. Kalau sekolah terbakar pon baek ah. HAHA. Had a sing along lesson, snap snap pictures here and there and when they were having their supper, me and ifah when went behind the canteen and relax down there. Ahaa, i don't know for what reason ah. So at around 10plus, we bla from school and head to Mac. Had our supper and slacked around. Homed by 11plus.            ------------------------------- Woke up at eight in the morning. Dunknow why but i can't sleep. Keep on rolling and rolling on the bed and the weather is super cold! Get ready and off to work. Suprisingly, iam not late! Yay! So work for me today was MOODY-less. I was feeling super uper tired from the start and i dont unterstand why! I think it's because of the lack of sleep or what? Gahhh D: I was hoping that after having my break, it would somehow boost up my energy but to no avail :[ I was feeling the stupid old me. I wanted to go back early but to no avail too. Theres just not enough crews today. :/ So i just stood there stupidly with my no mood kind of face trying to entatrtain the different types of customer's nonsence. And i get irritated by my throat! I've been coughing and coughing since last week and till today. I've not cured yet! This sickness been around with me since last week! Args. And on the way home, iam caught up a cold! I feel so stupid with this kind of sickness. This is just equal to no mood for me. Sorry uh peoples just now i show that sucky face. Hope you guys understand. I'am not feeling too good this few days and i'am not the nat iam used to be. I don't know why but something really bother me right now. Yes now. I feel so BAD. Ahh, wadeva it is, IT'S OVER OKEY. GET THAT. Don't you dare reminise the past. ARGSSSSSS! I feel like running far far away from all this SHITZ! Seriously! i don't belong here either! I'am just being a nuisance to that somebody AND OH WELL, I"LL JUST FUCKKKKKK OFF FROM YOU YOU YOU! ARGSSS ! So fuckkinng pissed siolzxz! Nak cari pasal ngan orang salah timming ahh. Babi ah kau mati lebih baekk ah. Tak payah nak message2 aku skrg ahhh! IRRITATING! Ahh , iam just going to upload yesterday pictures and enjoyz ~ & seriously ah, IGNORE the date on the pictures. Camera aku dah gyler ahh ~           I'll just upload this few. Ask me for more pictures thru msn. toodles 
"Life is like a game"
This phrase came lingering in my mind since then. I've attended a motivational talk just now. Well, to summarized it all up, it was AWESOME! Haha. This talk is more about our life and how to appreciate our parents. And from there it is linked to our studies. If it is not because of our mother, we were not even born now. So i've learnt how to appreciate our parents and loves ones. Just by doing this one simple thing, that is achieving our goals. The person even showed us a video that nearly made me break down. The video so damn touching. It's about a dad love for its son whome suffer from celebral parsley. ( is this how you spelled it? ) His dad sacrifises every single thing for him including taking part in a run despite the fact that his dad had aged. How awesome is that? Well, nothing is impossible in life. It's only up to you to achive it or not. Without those hard work and effort, nothing would be achieved. And one more thing he mentioned, be confident in yourself and dont let others looked down at you. ( low self esteem ) Prove them wrong and be happy as you can have confidence in yourself! :D Start now and don't procastinate people. Procastinating is the theft of time! toodles  Today was Flag day. This time we were helping for the Singapore Disability wadevaa i forget the name. Haha. So yea meet up with the rest at 7.30am at interchange. Trained down to bedok with ifah, ivanna, nazira & zahro. So yea we reached super early. had our breakfast at Mac and when the clock strikes 8.15am, we started to collect our tins already. Semangat kebabian i know. Haha. So we head down to paya lebar. Reached there and we don't know where to stand. Walk till Tanjong Katong complex then patah alek to mrt station down there. Haha. Cause we didnt know where to station ourselves. So lastly, we made up our mind. I stood right outside the mrt staion and woah! the response is super good sey! HAHA! Macam free flow like that. Every single makciks and pakciks will SURE donate one. Ahhaa. Sugguh baek hati eh dorang :] So yea i just stood rooted to the ground. Hah. When anyone donate, i would just reply with a friendly greeting and a smile "Thank you very much sir!" So yea and this one sungguh tak perlu nyer. One guy like segaja walk her and there looking at me. Then got one time after he donated, he said " can i have your number? " I just smiled and say NO! Haha. Terus he walk staraight tk pandang belakang siott! HAHA! Funny seh. I come here to help make donations not to jual my number! Ahaa. So yeaa, saw my ex primary teacher somemore! Haha. Managed to talk talk for awhile only. Hee :] By 10plus, we decided to stop since my tin was half full and heavy already :DD So we made our way to the nearest foodcourt and had our early lunch there. Haha. Sempat eh makan :] So at 11.30am, off from paya lebar and off back to bedok to return our tins back. After that bussed down to tamp. Slacked slacked here and there and at around 2plus head down to Ws. Changed and off to work. So yeaa sunday also i was working. And please bear with me peoples. My phone is giving me problems so i cant upload the pictures. So my blog would be SO SO BORING without pictures. Damn. toodles ANNOYED. HOSTILE. FRUSTRATED. Argssssss ! Friday was not my day. Seriously. Many stupid things just happened to me. School was fine except for the fact that my phone does not accept my memory card in back -.- I just remove my memory card for a while and i want to insert in bak in, the spring is loose already. GAHHHHHHHHH! D: Gler babi perhh! So fcuking FRUSTRATED. So after school i decided to check out whats wrong with my hp then the sale lady says it need to be send for repair & it cost 30bucks. Mampos. Just for that?! So now iam reconsidering to get a new phone or just send that bloody phone to repair OR just let it be like that, without any photos/ songs. D: AKU TAK TAHU LAH! GRRR! So, after school slacked while waiting for npcc to start. At 3pm, attend chemistry tutorial and it ended at 4pm. So after tutorial head down for Npcc. Just help around thats all. Boring. So yea, THERES ANOTHER STEALER STILL ALIVE IN NPCC HUH? Still have the cheeks to steal people stuff! Tak serek2 perh kau?! This is what happened. I left my wallet in my bag containing 7 bucks inside. So, i just left it in the Npcc room. And about an hour or so, when i check on my bag, i was stunned for the moment. My bag was open & worst still my wallet is open and there my 5 bucks when MISSING! The first word i said was SIALAH! And the first thing that came in my mind was that, "ni pencuri nak curi tak pass siaa!" BODO! After the fuckig stupid bodo cb nyer incident i was filled with a belligerent look on my face. Just too many ungreatful stuffs happened today. So i just wish the pencuri yang tak pass nk curi nie can go have a way looser life ahead you! May you fail your examinations with ugly colours ah! And all the baddest luck to you always! I just feel like cursing and swearing that person , whome i dont even know who! Ah pegy mati ah kau! Babi! Laen kali nak curi tu jangan join npcc ah sial! BODOOOOOOOO!! So after np head down to Ws since dad asked me to buy food. Meet up with sister for awhile then after that off back home. Ah tu lah friday akuu! >:[ toodles Thursday, 5 March 2009 I'am caught up with a damn fcuking sore throat & cold! Args. Hate be be in such a state. And so i've been neglecting this blog. I dont have to apologised do i ? Oh well, school been preety fine, i guess? Excluding those facts i've heard. Cb, get a loser life sucker. So around this week got back Mt test & physic test paper back. I pass both paper and for physic, i was cock up with many silly mistakes :/ Well, people do learn for their mistakes, didnt they? So yea. Today, had history essay test. Like OMG, i screwed the paper. Last night i went to courts in search of a new digital camera. Since i was so engross in that, i totally forgot about the test today. So it was kinda a last minute revision for me this morning. So yea, i think i fail lah. I only include one factors. RETEST please? Iam just flaunking my history & maths. D: I need motivation pleaseeeee? I need someone to displine me someone to tutor me one to one and someone to drill me on my maths & someone to force me to study! D: I aint that independant girl. :X And lately, many thoughts are in my mind. I dont feel like blogging it here. So yea. One BORING post for today. toodles |
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