 [ Comments? :D ]Alhamdullilah, my O level practical is finally over =D And i swear that i didnt cock up any of my dish this time! Yayness! Was ecstatic for the moment ^^ But still have that coursework to be done. Tskkk! I'am going to finish it up quickly so that i can concentrate on my other subjects. God's willing. So yea today morning went school as per normal but then i've forgotten to buy my ice-cream. Went to search for it but to no avail =( Luckily, fie called me up and i asked him for a favour. Thanks alot fie! Yea, he did bought for me the ice-cream! LOL. He even cycle all the way from bedok to pasiris & to loyang secondary! Haha! So yea mit him up at the backgate during recess time and ifahbby ask him to kirim salam ngan yul! HAHA! Rinduu perh? Hah! So went to the kitchen and yadayada. So our f&n lesson was at 12pm. Get ready stuff and after that start cooking at 12.15pm. Was nervous ofcourse! but still i stayed calm & tried to concentrate. So everything went on smoothly and i finished on time okey! But by the time my food oatmeal porridge was cold already. Tsktsk. But still iam statisfied with my work today! :D And thanks fad & adilla fr helping me with the washing up! Atleast korang dpt makan free perh, haha! So yea garnish it nicely and teacher took photos. But too bad i forget to bring my thumbdrive so i'll just have to wait for the pictures uh. And yea, i was so clumsy enough to have forgotten to bring along one of my plate! Tsktsk. Selenger bacin ahh. But it's okey lah. So yea finish clearing up and stuff at around 4plus. After that off back home. & tonight have tuition somemore! Hayaa. Lethargic sehy! I'll upload some pictures in my multiply! Go click if you want to see :D PICTURESS!  STRESS AH . MATI PUN BAEK AH ! on Saturday, April 25, 2009
, 7:59 AMSeems like everyday feels like a bad day! Serious shitzx. Currently iam having a bad headache and people are getting on my NERVES! I didnt even have a proper meal now a days! Iam so hating this! MYE & O level practical are just around the corner! ARGSSSSSSSSSSSS! Oh God, please help me recover soon! :( I NEED A BREAK, get that?! & friends, iam here here here right here in singapore! Don't woory much because of me. I'll do a proper update if i have the mood too. toodles Everything just SUCKS lah ! ARGSSSSSSSSS ! I screwed both my english & malay papers . Happy ? Tskkk ! But the trip to payar lebar and tamp one was great ! Thanks ifahbby! <3 I JUST SUCKS ALOT at every single thing i do ! >:[  "A relief to stare dejectly out of the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape." Just a random shoutout of what iam feelings at times. 2nd post of day. I feel like expressing everything all out. I'am caught in a glitch ;/ Sometimes i wonder. Why do people prevaricate things. Is prevaricating things the only way out of their problems? Well, it just left me unspoken. After what had happened, i was speechless for time to come. I didnt know what to do neither cause this things just happens like a daily rountine every year. Yes, i admit i stone real lot after what had happened tho. I knew this kind of things would repeat as history repeats itself. After all this tolerance, i tried to elevate, but to no avail. Iam still embittered of what had happened. I know i've made you faze all this while but seriously i am sorry. All i ever wanted was to compromise things out with you thats all. But leaving things hanging just like that gives me the kind of ominous feeling. So sukish indeed. Sometimes i felt that i was compelled in life. I am starting to feel claustrophobia in my life. But iam not blaming anyone for this. Dont get things wrong please. So i think i'll just end it here. My blog is becoming too verbose everyday! Tsk. toodles "I hope the sunshine is an omen of what's to come" This phrase which i've extracted from my twilight novel keeps me inspired & going as compared to my condition now. Tsktsk. Sucky is all i could say. -DELETED- Ya know, some people are just getting on my nerve day by day. They are just trying to complicate things out. & yah above i was referring to one asshole boy. I respect him so i don't bother to write his name here. Indeed, i could but respect lah sikit ey. Iam just waiting for my turn to take revenge. I'll just wait for the right time tho. So let me reminisce back the past. All the way back to friday. Last friday was a hell tiring day for me. Tsktsk. Morning attended school and stuff. Got a change of a new ezlink card & it sucks okey! They go and put our primary 1 photo siaaaaa! PRIMARY 1! So the shitty face uh! So after school meet up with sister for awhile under her block and talk talk talk. Then drove off to Ws and then back to school again for npcc. Since the sec 4's were having their POP, we just sacked around instead. So basically talk, eat cake, play netball and home. Upon reaching home bathed and get ready to meet up with weiming & kelvin at downtown. Make our way to prp and off to pit number 13 -.- The same old pit. So yea, just barbaqu-ing, talk, waterbreaker and stuffs. I didnt even indulge that much cause i was having a tummy upset :( But along the way i met new friends tho. Okey, this is so random uh. As i was sitting alone at the waterbreaker, one guy by the name of BAI approched me and then he statrd to introduce me to all his friends -.- So i just entertained him uh. Lol. Afterwhich he said he got to go to pit num 11 for awhile and asked me to wait there till he comes back! Wth. So i just walked off. Haah. Scary uh. So me, susan & yk went off to downtown. Okey the place was super quite uh cause it's already past midnight -.- So yada yada and by the time it was about 1am already. Made my way home & upon reaching home, i was scolded by daddy just because of one pathetic reason! I didnt answer his calls! Wtf kan? Too bad ah, my hp is always on silent mode and whoever who tends to contact me get frustrated over me just because i never answer the phone -.- Sorry ah. Yah true i might else well throw my phone in the dustbin right so you guys wound have a hard time contacting me! Pffft! About one bloody phone pun, becomes a big issue. Ah another issue. Peoples get mad at me for not replying their messages. WTF?! Hello, my phone is really really getting on my nerves so if i never reply your messages, jolly well send me another text can? Sometimes i never receive messages uh. Don't blame me ah, blame my stupid phone! Pfftttttttt! So fvuking frustrated uh. Weekends sucks. On saturday iam sorry but i've to cancle all my plans. Firstly i woke up at 4pm! So buruk i know. Mind you the day before i sleep quite late. So the study plan, meeting that cikopek & outing with candy was all ruined. SORRY. So i spend the remaining hours revising my works. Meaningful tho. So on sunday, another terrible day to start with. As per normal tuition in the morning & on the way i received a phone call from Mac. I was a missed called tho. After tuiton off back home and guess what? Before i could get my feet inside the house, daddy was like saying " Eh kau kerja lah nari! Pegy telefon Mac. Drg dah cari2 kau!" Iam like wth? Relaks lah, i just stepped into the house and he was very noisy already lah. Tsktsk! So yea i was supposed to work that day at 10am. Wtf? I didnt even know uh. It's also my fault uh because i didnt check the schedule -.- So just get ready and off to work. Wasnt really in a good mood that day tho. Only god know why. So yea, i've uploaded pictures for the pit in my multiply. Go and see if you want. PICTURESS! toodles  I'll update about Friday's event + weekends tomorrow! Stay tune! Toodles!  ( ^ taken just now during PE lesson ) (credits to Moon sayang!) OH my. It's 10pm now. I've been stucked on the computer screen since 5pm just now? It's been 5 hours i've been sitting on this computer chair -.- & i swear my eyes are getting tired already. Theres still more to catch up on my coursework. I've done development & planning half way thru and have yet done desicion making! -.- And i have to finish it all up by tomorrow sia! Like omg! I've been putting a side my f&n fyi uh. I've been concentrating on other subjects instead. Tsktsk. I'll just have to answer myself tomorrow! D: And yah! As promised, i'll update about my practical. It was on monday & yea many were having that monday blues. Lol. So myself, farid & ifah was late. It was a plan acually. Hah. All thanks to that Mr farid ah. Everything want to buy last minute. Irritating! So entered school at 8am sharp. So must take late note yada yada. Lessons as per normal and f&n was at 12pm! Args, was abit nervous uh. So occupied the second kitchen with the rest of the malays people. So eventually, our pracitcal was supposed to start at 12.30 but it statred late tho & it ended at around 4pm? Haha. It was supposed to last around 2 1/2 hours only but heck we just ignored the time. Haah. Any yea, dont even ask me how i did. I coocked up one of my dish! Expected tho. I over-burnt the brown sugar. Tsktsk. So i have no choice but have to re-do the dish. But due to time constraint, i didnt have the time too. So i just heck care lah. It's just only for midyear not for o levels. Haha. So i only cooked strawberry shortcakes, strawberry smoothie & pasta with sausage & vegetables. Ahh, the last dish was supposed to be great gronola but seems like i only cooked two dish. Wth. But overall, my my food was okey lah but still can be improved okeyy! Iam just lazy toelaborate more. I'll just upload the pictures okey .  I cooked this. Kinda messy huh. Well can be improved! :D The rest of the pictures, i upload tomorrow okey! Ayu's  Hakim's  Rahayu's  Mariam's  Nia's  Farhana's  Nani's  Farid's  I know my class ROCKS MORE THAN YOURS!    toodles!  I'am still smilling, but you dont know how hurt i felt inside. Thanks for the words of encouragement peoples! I am feeling much better today. I'll update more about my f&n practical soon! =) toodles My Blog song, say it all. on Saturday, April 11, 2009
, 8:41 AMAH FCUK AH! Feel betrayed by one, disappointed by the other. Tak lamer kena bustard by one, not in good term with other. Heran tak heran by one, mau mau tak mau by the other. KARMA hitted me and i'am way too depressed! Not one but TWO. Both happening at the same time, same day. I finally realised that i've changed but giving me another chance to change back to the old me pun takleh ke? I can leave one but not other. Other mean alot to me but one don't. One is flirting around at tagged while other is moving on slowly. One has gave up on me while the other has not but it is soon, i supposed. But one sucks, not other. I hate one but i love other. Now i know how others guys felt when he is being betrayed/ bustard by their girlfriend. Now i know how it felt to be this way. Now i finally realised how hurting it can be. It REALLY REALLY hurts alot okey not by one person only but by TWO. Get that, TWO. T-w-o! At the same TIME & MOMENT. How would you feel? When you love them so much till you get this in return. But behind all this, there is a hidden explanation for both ONE & TWO. H-I-D-D-E-N! Get that, HIDDEN! I changed, yes i do but finally i find the cause of it! I did! I did reflect it back & realized it. It's only that i wanted to explain to the BOTH of you but you GUYS just can't be BOTHERED anymore. FINE than if it is up to your likings! I can tell you guys why i've changed & maybe after i tell ya guys, we would UNDERSTAND. But then, without any explanations you guys thinks NEGATIVELY & think about all sorts of fatuous reasons and just LEAVE just like that? yes i repeat, JUST LIKE THAT! Aint a gentleman. Fine if ya guys wanna leave but before that i just want ya guys to listen to my explanations, thats all i asked for. But finding no time or accusing me for using you wrongly brings you & i to no where. Look, it is just a slip not yet a fall. I can still save this before anythink bad happened. It is just a small mis-understanding between you-you & me. I would really feel devasted if ya both just leave me just like that. Oh please don't! :( You guys are the BESTEST friends i've ever mit! But loosing you guys just like that due to a small misunderstanding would hurt even more compared to being heartbroken. Seriously ): I want you guys back. I love you. I may be harsh about what i've written above but inside, it feels so hurt. DEEPLY HURT. *sobssobs* How i wish i could rewind back time! & yes, this time, IT'S MY FAULT THO! :( i can't deny no more. Please change cause iam. Cause ya know i want ya back. :( toodles..  So another start of the week has begun. This week is a very hectic week for me. I've got tons of pending stuffs to be done and revisions too. Seriously i can't wait to be free of courseworks! By june our coursework are to be submitted already! YAY! But i also must produce a good good one. :D But thats not the end. Pffft! We still have our coursework B that is investigating work! Wth. So not looking forward to it uh. Tsk :/ While next week is another week to look forward too. Monday would be having practical and the very next week would be our actual O levels practical already! Super uper fast okey! But this also means that the midyear are drawing close which i think iam not that prepared too! Gahhhhhhh D: So yesterday was the finalizing of the food order list and stuff. So after school head back home since there no f&n tutorial. Before i could even tucked myself under the blanket, candy messaged me to come down to store regarding my schedule -.- So, i dragged myself out of the bed, showered and off to meet her up. Saw sharmaine together with her and just slacked around. Helped her out with her chemistry homework and i did my own revision. Afterwhich off to the library and stuffs. Thanks sharmaine for the time also! Did exchanged some personal talks. Haha. You know i know ;D So at around 6plus she went off and i went to the CC just to kill time. Did some physic reading up & ohmy i was distracted for a second. Was feeling rather pissed and shagged at that very moment. Only god knows how irritated i felt and how pissed. Frankly, sometimes i don't understand myself. I find myself too demanding at times tho. D: So sorry peoples. Iam just too stress nowadays and i tend to throw my tentrum to others. Much apologies to whome i did threw my tentrum too! Seriously, iam very SORRY! :/ So 7.45pm, make a move and off to tuition. And guess what? Ms huda just left us just like that?! Tsktsk. But the note she wrote to us was rather touching tho! She said " sorry i didnt make the last lesson a memorable one lahh. We are the bunch of students whome is responsible lah .. & all the best for your o levels! .." Upon hearing that, i nearly shed into tears lah. Ahaa, cause to me she is the most gerek teacher i've met in my history of mercu! Ahaa. Seriously lah, she did drill me on balancing of eqn while cracking some lame jokes of hers :/ haish, but hope to bump into her somewhere eh! Singapore kechik dokk. Haha. So there this new tutor whome take over her. Okey, not going to elaborate here. Haha. So after tution off back home. Today, tuesday was another mundane day. After school had this malay oral. I think i screwed my oral cause i find it hard to translate from english to malay. Ahaa. My malay ahh, fuhyoo hancur lah. The topic is about stress. So there i blabber nonsence till the teacher laugh. Tsktsk. What so funny also i don't know. And yes, i was among the last 3 to go off. Tsk. Upon reaching home, i was drenched from head to toe. Baek. Balek jer tido and pastu tu PROCRASTINATE. Baek nat baekkkkkkk! toodles.  Lemme start with thursday. Today i had this english oral & it sucks BIG time okey. Till now i feel like cursing and swearing the teacher whome is my exmainer! Argss! She sucks big time and i get to know that she is also from yellow house! Whatafcuk? Ima lazy to elaborate it here but what really happens makes me really pissed! >;[ Whats her motive also i don't know. Ah CB ah! So after oral was straight to ws. Friday was sports day. This year sports day aint like last year. I didnt take part in any events this year. It sucks more this year cause it aint that happening like last year! -.- So after sport day was dinner at mac with those beloved sec ones of mine. Hahak. Idk why suddenly danial sec 1 kid suddenly like so close with me along with firas. They were like our young brothers and sisters. Ahaa. Syira and syaz sec 1 tagged along too =) Made many new friends also. Haah. Don't judge a book by it's cover okey people! The sec one's are adorable people! :D So had dinner together at mac since they insist too. And after dinner, some left leaving me, eefah & syaz behind. Slacked at library while waiting for sister to go break. Said goodbye and meet up with sister. yada yada bought food for abang and homed by 9pm. Sucha long and tiring day for me yesterday.   Saturday [ that is today! ] Had this family gathering at Costa Sand Resort / Prp. Let me summirized it short and sweet. Barbaqued, made new friends hady, hafiz & adeebah. Eat eat alot. Tired but had lots of fun. Blogger is being sucha ass. I did blog about today but then it vanished just like that. As iam feeling rather lazy right now, i'll just post it short and sweet. Tskk! I'll just upload the pictures luhh kay. All thanks to blogger! >;[               [ i upload this few first! More to come! Blogger is being sucha ass lahh ! ] toodles |
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