 School holidays are finally here. Thus, i wound call it a holiday neither. Yesterday marks the last day of school and i got back my report book. My result prove it all. I've got to really buck up and do well for my prelims. Let's reminisce back the past. Just last Saturday, our school npcc organized this inter unit floor ball competition. It was a favor from ms soh indeed. There were in total 22 schools which took part in the event. Let's just fast forward to the results ayte? For the girls team, we managed to clinch the 1st medal follow by coral and siglap. While for the boys, they also managed to get first but then they were disqualified somehow. They didnt know how frustrated we were upon being disqualified. The teachers are being fcuking unreasonable lah. But after a few " sweet talk " to the teachers, they did not disqualified the girls. Tsst. But overall, they feeling of being humilated by the teachers sucks alot. Thanked god i've passed out from NPCC already. Tsk. And on wednesday, the semi finals for floorball interclass continues. Our class were that close to getting 2nd place but due to a penalty, we get 4th instead. It's okey. Thanks to the person whome purposely push me in the box and there goes the penalty. If it wasnt because of this i think your class wound get 2nd indeed. Well, it's over anyway. Congrats huh. And also for the past few weeks, our school been feeding us with mocks exam papers for the upcoming o level june paper. It was MUNDANE i tell you. Imagine doing MT everday! Sheesh! But for thursday we had this innovation day celebration in school. It was kinda boring and yesterday we had spring cleaning, getting back our report books and papers back. And since last week, i've been staying back in school till late. Iam proud that i've progress something for my coursework instead of nothing. Hahas. So yea, i back to studying! Study for 2 hours and 3 hours of computer! Tst! Must cut down already. Tomorrow work. Can i not go? :/ Wish me luck for my o level MT on monday people! :D Innovations Day!   And as i was browsing thru my old blog, i found this pic! This was taken way back in secondary 2? HAHAHA! From left to right, Afiqah, me & aisyah! Haha!toodles Apologies for not updating this blog. As usual, up with hectic schedules. Yes, i've got lots to rant about. Like finally, i've got this chance to hit back on blogging. Life been full of ups & downs too. Sometimes, i stood there alone and wonder. Flashback strikes when i was deleting messages from my inbox. Somehow, i did regret my fatuous acts. How i wish i could rewind back time and get back on the right track. I almost shed a tears of joy upon reminiscing back the memories we spend together. We were going on well and smoothly until a obstacle hit in between us. Frankly, i didnt expect history to repeats itselfs but than it did happened this time again, yes again. My mind could briefly recalled this kind of arguments happening in the past. I mean, its like every year, this kind of arguments would arose. I don't know what really the matter is but somehow both parties are in the wrong. We did admit our mistakes and yes we did apologise with each other but it would take MONTHS till we are back on the talking state. I really hate that part when it has to end that way. And when a new year awaits, things would turn back to normal. We were doing fine earlier this year but it just came to a halt 3 months before midyear. I dont want history to repeat itself because iam sick and tired of it. I wonder when would be the perfect year that this kind of things would never happened to us. My mind breifly recalled that this kind of things did happened years back and it did happened this year again, which i dont even expect it to happened. Seems like everyear, we would be arguing between each other and it would takes months until we get back to our normal talking state. Frankly, i really hate this part right here. I seriously can't believe that you made desicion just like that. Similiar to last year, you heard the third party saying's and trust her thus history repeats itself. This time you heard the third party again and you came to a conclusion. Sometimes, i don't really understand you. You're stubborn yes you are and please dont deny that. I seen that for years and i can conclude. You follow your heart and your sarcasm and yes you're the type whome wouldent want to loose to the other party. You're treated like a fool being under others trap. Iam sorry to say that, but you are stupid enough not to think for your self. Instead, you let others think for you and you fall into their trap. Thanks for being too stupid and being fooled by others. And yes, my mind could clearly recall the past when you find yourself guilty and walking back to me. I did accept your apologies cause i know you would be back one day. The pain i felt, the agony really paid off for that year. And i am not really sure if this could happen this year. Yes, i know i was in the wrong but why don't you just give me the time to explain it all by MYSELF? and not by others. You wound know what others intention are. Till now, i realised my mistakes and i can admit it that iam in the wrong! But what have you heard from the others that really makes you hate me so much?! Acually, i know whats the answer to that questions. You dont even need to know how i get to know about it. I've got stalkers behind your back. And iam really blessed to have those peoples standing by my side still concerning about my own self. And you people know i do love ya lots <3 I really have no idea as to why i am writing about this again. It's over and i got over it already but then it started haunting me back again. What annoyed me the most is that your hatred towards me. Let me get this clear. Partly, iam in the wrong and there is this 40% that i knew i was not in the wrong. I dare to ADMIT it cause what you heard wasnt even the right facts. Hey, don't you remember me telling you that i've got stalkers behind your back. And i knew the whole story from A-Z. Don't be suprised huh. I really wish to continue this rants but i find it useless. Remember, i DO FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET. Patience is still virtual babeh. I know iam still rocking deep inside. Let me just end this with a sweet note. When you're in a mist of a argument, settle it in between yourself. How confident are you that by listening to others would get the right answer? Think about it. Until now, i know that the facts said wasnt right :) And yes, if it wasnt because of me, you wouldent have known them. I hate it but i have to say this. Iam sorry. I'll do a proper update tomorrow. toodles School being sucha bored. Mundane is the word. Monday, tuesday never ending MT mock exams. Wednesday, thursday checking of scripts. Results are out and its really horrendous. I knew it cause i didnt put in as much effort. But as for history & F&n, it is such a miracle! I didnt expect to pass both papers cause i knew i flung it, but thanked god i passed. Okey enough talk about results. Iam just going to buck up. --- As for today, there is a floorball carnival going on. Kind off a interclass floorball competition. So yea, make it through and our next match is on the 27th. Kinda nervous though. And i can tell ya being the keeper aint that easy okey! Tssst! Being hit by the ball and being kanchong when the ball is drawing near. Hahaha. Super hilarious. You wont be suprised seeing me jumping and shouting like one idiot as the keeper and getting penalties because i entered the box -.- Eh hello, it has been decades since i last played that game. Haha. And mind you, our opponents are all guys. Yes guys. Tsst. But overall my teams and i did enjoyed ourselves. And i would like to THANKED hakim for joining our team when we are in need of 1 teamplayer badly. THANKS alot dude. You really made us proud. Chey. Hahas. So hopefully our class could make it through this time. Practice makes perfect. Yeaa. Great now i got bruises on my legs. Baek perh. And yah i know i still own pictures. Be patient kay. I'll upload them one fine day. Ahaa. toodles  Before i get my hands on and continue my coursework-ing, i'll give it a fast post ;D Can i call it sunday blues? Haha. Early in the morning, dragged myself out of the bed, as usual to attend tuition. Nothing much cause Ms izzati never come. Tsk. And adli's case is still under investigations? Lol. Never ending lah that guy story. After tuition, make my way to white sands. Meet hanee regarding the crew ralley and stuffs. After which, bro asked me to wait for him till he punch out. Firstly, i agreed but then sorry ah, i changed my mind. ;P Went to slacked instead and went to central to buy stuffs and afterthat made my way home. I was fvuckin exhausted upon reaching home. Yes, exhausted! I walk throughout my journey! Thanks to my clever-ness, i forget to top up my ezlink card. Hehe. Upon reaching home, rest for awhile and after that off to do coursework. Iam proud of myself today! I managed to finish up planning in about 4hours time! Isint that great? Lol. Puji diri sindiri nampak. Hahas. But i was being selfish uh by not entertaining my friends on msn. Haha, sorry! And now iam back again, staring at this screen again for don't know how long more just to finish up my DM part 2 for tomorrow's submission. Pfft. Insyallah, i can do it! Semangat mesti ader babe! Lol. And i would like to share something. I did this on fb earlier on and the results is kinda true .. What does your birthday says about you? You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend. Your greatest STRENGTHS ... Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life. Your greatest WEAKNESS ... Unrealistic, stubborn and reluctant to confront problems. Jobs you should pursue ... Politicians and media men. toodles  Like FINALLY, midyear is over. No hoorays, no celebrations. Just a mini one will do. Because i can predict that my result would turn out pretty horrendous. Just be prepared for whatever might happened D: This really prove to me that i really really need to buck up on my self and cut down on my leisure activities. 5 months would pass by in a blink of eye. Trust me. Well, just had this mini celebrations with ifah and gangs. Just to be stressed-free after the examinations. After our last paper on friday, we head down to downtown for a bowl. Meet up with rifqi & sid first. Had our lunch and headed to ehub to bowl. Okey, the guys were fantastic okey! Stop denying that you don't know how to bowl and stuff -.- Hahas. Made alot of new friends along the way. That is adik, I forget her real name ah but frankly, she's is a godd bowler okey! Only sec 2 and yet can bowl so well! Like omg. Haha! And along the way meet up with irul and fie along with a new mate, nana. So yea, chatted like we knows each other for long. Haha. And afterthat Nana and her clinques came and join us. So made another bunch of new clique :] Talk talk behind the basement. So afterthat nana togther with irul went off leaving me and ifah off back to the bowling centre. So yea, play one game only. Pathetic i know and my score was lousy as expected. Lol. It has been decades since i last played -.- So chill there till late 6plus. We decided to make a move cause my body feeling rather fatigue already due to the excitment and laughter, joy we had :D Said goodbyes and me and ifah went separates ways. And yah, we did bumped into din! Yes, hairuddin! Did chit chat with him while waiting for the bus. Great cause we managed to catch up folks stories. LOl. Homed and my phone is becaming an arse! It so irritating okey! Tsktsk! When can i get my hands on a new gadget? :| So yea, a great day indeed on friday. Saturday. Guess it. Woke up with a groggy voice! Yes, due to my sore throat! Haha, no voice equals to staying at home the whole day. It was pretty terrible i can say with that kind of condition. At night i took a vitamin C and drink lots of water and alhamdullilah, my voice regain =) And haha, due to that, i make up to the calls i missed earlier. Apologised for not picking up the phone the whole day. Heeh. I was elated though! And in the evening, received a call from candy informing me about the upcoming event that is crew ralley. I taught she wanted to put me in the cheerleading team again cause i would protest vehemently if she did! Hahaha! Caused i remembered clearly last year. We practised hard but then we didnt even performed -.- Waste time and energy ajer! Hahas. But then she inform me that it would be held on 3 june. Lucky 3rd june, not first. I would reconsider to attend it or not because i got school early in the morning. Perhapes if i go i would travel myself though. To go or not to. Hmm. Still reconsidering tho. Oh well. June coming up and iam sure there's lots of activities also coming up! And not forgetting June birthday babies! ^.^ And i shall have to hold the pictures for the time being because my phone aint cooperating with me -.- So just hang on and i shall upload it all! And i was also browsing through youtube and i found this. SUPER HILARIOUS! Laugh all you want! HAHAHA. OR check this out. Winnah! One word, awesome little girl! You go girl! toodles  2 more papers left! YAYNESS! To be frank ah, i think my midyear is like a piece of shit okey? This week papers are history, science practical, F&n, maths ppr 1 & science ppr 1. So history was a piece of shit cause i didnt even study a single facts, practical was amazing? Haha! Only hakim knew what wrong i did. LOL! And it was hilarious still ;D Today, F&n paper was a disaster. The paper could be managable enough if only i have studied! By procrastinanting it wound works trust me. So i just scribble nonsence through out the 2 hours. And school has been a heaven. Starts late at 11am but ends late lah. But tomorrow & friday, starts at 8! :( So no more of those long hours sleep. :( Currenlty, iam trying out "heymaths" on the net. Aint that entertaining tho. I rather play UNO on fb. Haha! So yea, ima off to study maths! & iwould like to say something ... ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHOME IS PARTICIPATING IN THE VOM! I know you can make it through this time ;D *winks* toodles! Happy Mother's Day ! This post was so obviously saved as draft. -.- SORRY,SORRY. The intention of wanting to post on mama's day wasnt reached. Lol. I was hitting the books, yea right. I was day dreaming at home ofcourse! Haha! -- So on mama's day, as planned me bro & daddy made a surprised for mummy. Wasnt really a surprised tho. Heeh. So in the afternoon hit white sands and bought kfc while bro get his stuff done. Homed, and he dialled for the pizza man. Woah cute arh rider too, *melts* haha! jkjk. So bro ordered this mama day special pizza with a shape of a heart. Cool kan! So before mummy arrived home, the front table is light up with candle and food around it. Macam candle light dinner gitu ehh! LOL. So when mummy arrived home, we were like "suprised" Ah, like real gtu. Wahahaha. So yea she was jovial, can see from her face uh. ;D So yea we munch2 till i can munch somemore! iam growing fatter & fatter lah can? Too much fatty and fast food already! Need to slim down already. Haha! Kay bedek. So yea that was my mama's day celebrations. Huhu. Acually, i've got tons to post about mama's day but too bad ah i forget already lah! But whatever it is, i <3 mama!  doesnt really looks like heart shape huh? toodles  "Act happy, feel happy, be happy, without a reason in the world. Then you can love, and do what you will."- Dan Millman Iam Sick :( Thanks eh abg, your disease is now passed to me. Args :| Next week, 4 days 5 more papers to go. Iam feeling so lethargic nowadays and i hardly hit the books. I rather waste my time on the comp or strumming on the guitar :( Midyear papers are set so tough can? I nearly gave up. Haish. Things are getting jammed packed as days goes by. O lvl MT paper is a month away and 5 more motnhs to the acutual o levels also! Hayaa. Stress, stress. Holidays are nearing but i dont even call it a holiday cause it's all packed with tutorials schedule -.- And i was so dejected to hear that my uncle from my mum's side just passed away today :'( I didnt get to attend his funeral cause i was working today. Haish. And yesterday, i was working. Yes i was. I was feeling rather ecstastic & jubilant that day :) I don't know why but i guess iam just too excited to work? Lol. Cause it has been ages though since i last worked. Haha. So yea the crowd was unbearable! Ever since i punched in till i punched out the crowds still continues. And i had this sukish feeling in me while doing counter cause you get to meet all kind of nuisence types of customer! From the bossy one to a flirty one to a cute one to a fatuous one to a noisy one to a irritating and the list continues! Haha! But still it sucks to get the BOSSY ones during the crowd! Tskstk! And so punched out at 11 and off back home. And today i am working at 7am -.- received a morning call from rajesh only at 6.30am?! Haha, i was half awake and yea guess it i was late though. Work was fine and after work slacked with nazia! My all time laughing gas! Lol. She do crap alot okey but she's my all time favourite (: Haha. And yah thanks for making my day a great one today by laughing and laughing none stop just now! And upon reaching home, i was down with a slight fever! Baek perh. The intention of wanting to study Fnn was ruined. I end up sleeping and when i woke up, the book was on the floor. Haha! So half of the day was wasted just like that again. Pfft! And i end up just browsing through and now stuck on the comp again. -.- And tomorrow is mother's day! And bro and me has somthing in store for mummy! Chey padhal lom beli ape2. Lol! Planned to head down to BT to take a sneak peak at my both darlings attach there tommorow. Haha, see i so sweet right? :D And the rest of the day would be spent with mummy and monday=holiday! Revision time, please! :/ I need motivations pleasee! And you guys can check out my multiply for more outdated pictures. toodles  I was up with hectic schedules so yea, that explains why i never update. I've got some things that i wound like to say it here but, we'll just keep it for some other days okey? Well, i enjoyed my 3 days of holidays. Just rot at home & revise for Midyear. Friday, visited expo cause there this metro sale going on. Like wow, the place is effing jammed packed with people can? Tskkk! So just squeeze in here & there -.- Did alittle bit of shopping here and there. Can't spend too much cause iam not working anymore -.- & yesterday was arfah's weeding ceremony! Was acually reconsidering to go or not too but since the ex crews all picit2 me then i go lor. Haah. Can say that yesterday was one whole exhausting day for me. Morning tution. Revise maths. After tution off back home, get ready and out again to meet up with fana & nia for extra study session with mr ab :) We settled down at block 104 but then i get distracted so so easily lah okey! Theres this one stupid nyoya whome talk LOUDLY on the public phone, shouting & screaming her lungs out. Like nobody bussiness like that. Super irritating. Then towards the left, theres a construction going on and across it theres a malay wedding going on at cc. Wtf? So yea my mind was wandering else where, OBVIOUSLY. I just pretend i understand -.- So at around 4plus meet up with nazia & cik sirin. So we make our way to block 110. On the way salihin was like calling and messaging me " eh gy ngan aku lahh " -.- Tu lagy satu irritating. Haha. And aminah was like "eh aku ngah odw" tpy tak timbul2 pun. Haha. And somebody paitau sehy, confident suruh tunggukan semue bey never turn up ehhy XD Alamak. So yadayada, took photos and stuffs. Home by 6plus. Super lethargic ya know. Reached home and study. And thanks alot ehy aircon for breaking down in the middle of the night! Thanks eh, thanks. I was dying in hot-ness ofcourse! Tsk, stupid aircon. MONDAY. Woke up as per normal and off to school. Stupid or what? The back gate is close and we must walk all the way to the front gate! Tskk! Enter from the front gate and saw teachers with mask on the mouth -.- The school is really taking precautions huh. Not bad. So yadayada, take temperature in class ans stuffs. And thanks to all this our paper start late. Start at 9am? Tsk. So second paper starts late also and everything end late also lah. Haha. And thanks thermometer for breaking down also -.- Thanks alot eh. Now i need to purchase a new one. Args. Okey iam done. Today's post, VERBOSE. Will upload the pictures when iam free. Nyahahas. :D toodles |
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