on Monday, June 29, 2009 , 2:02 AM

Previous post deleted.
Sorry about the previous post. Was feeling kinda down, real down because of something. But don't worry guys, iam feeling fine right now. I miss blogging so much and atlast i've got to hit on blogging again! :) And my apologies too for not updating this blog regularly. I wasnt away or something but either i was buzy working :( Yes, i was so packed on the last week of the holidays. I wanted to take a break but then, tak boleh ah. tsktsk. My cafe training so far was okey laa. Was kinda disappointed in myself tho for not even making an effort in memorizing the recipies -.- I wish i could even have the time to do that. Sheesh. I've got lots of things in mind. Oh yah, on the last week of school holidays, Mon-Wed, i still need to attend school. I have to give english a miss on wednesday because i was effing worn out. I went for maths instead. And after maths, off back home ad rush off to crew outing. I was pretty shagged by then. Mind you, it was drazzling and i caught a cold! And worst still, my period came about! Imagine how fatigue, sick i felt that particular moment! And after the outing, i have to attend work somemore. Ergs. Shagged still. The day before that is tuesday, had sushi with candy and shopping with icebby. Thursday, the one dollar double choco promotions starts. Friday was another off day for me because i requested 2 off days in a week :D Friday just rot at home and sorry i have to cancel all the plans, meet-up with some peoples because i prolly don't have the mood to do anything. Except for in the evening, a miricle happened! And i somehow it did cheered me up okey! :D Weekends, working plus some mini outing with family. Thats all.

And today, the first day of school. Monday blues should i call it? Screening for thermometers at front gate, H1N1 talk in the claz and new timetable for all. Thats all. After school, off back home and theres this small cute kitten infront of our school gate. Since ifah is a cat petlover, she pick it up and brought it back home. haha! Cute sak the kitten. And hakim was making the most merepek jokes of all. " Ehk, nty kuching nih ader H2N2 cam maner ehk? And iam going to be the ferst boy and ifah the ferst girl to be quarantined!" HAHAHAHA! Merepek kepepek sak! And they bother to walk all the way home with the kitten. How sweet of them too uh. Hahas. And currently the weather now is gloomy and making me sleepy. I just woke up from a nap. Heeh. And later on would be having tuition. & Thanks bro for taking over my schedule today! Thanks alot! ^^ I just cant prolly give tution a miss today cause if i do, it would be like 3 weeks i gave tution a miss because of work and tiredness. -.- This can't go on. I have to concentrate more on my studies now. Prelims are drawing near and O's in another 2 months time? Like wow, time reallt flies. And i am re-considering on whether to take an early exam leave now or not. Hmm.

& it seems that i cant upload the pictures! For don't know what reasons blogger have. Just hang on for the pictures then. Till then.

toodles

sleep-less night on Saturday, June 20, 2009 , 9:00 AM

MY MOOD WENT OFF JUST LIKE THAT.

I miss somebody so so badly =(
1 more week to go.
I miss spending time with my Gfs.
I miss hanging out with the usuals.
I feel like somebody is changing, or is it me.
I have yet touch on my books.
What am i doing?
Whatever it is, next week i would touch on my books back even though iam buzy.
Can i do the catching up next week peoples? Or is it too late already.
It's my fault tho for not finding time for you guys.
Yes, i was buzy working. +(
I feel utterly bad now.
Now, i MISS you guys lots.
Luckily, theres still tutorials next week so i wound feel that lonely.
I may look cheerful, elated from outside but deep inside i feel so useless.
I don't really know whats wrong but i think something , somehow is missing in me.
Haish.
Iam just looking forward to next week.
Reunion with some peoples.

Once again, i feel like apologizing to some ;
I'am sorry for everything that you guys think i did wrong.

I know somehow, something is not right all this while.
That is why my mood went off just like that.
Somethings not right.
I wonder what ..
Somehow , one day it would reveal itself.
I hope this feeling would go and i want to be cheerful like once.
Oh please =(

And boy, i did dreamt of you last night.
Oh my only if it turns into dejavu.
And yes, i've been encountering sleep-less nights ..


toodles

on Wednesday, June 17, 2009 , 9:37 PM

One moment i would feel elated and another i would feel poignant and another moment i would feel irate. My current mood now is okay. But don't know whether it would change later on. Would be working later on at 2.30pm. Sorry nazia i can't tag along with you today. Currently iam eating ; chatting with anonymous people and browsing through my coursework.
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Yesterday was my off day. I planned to stay at home the whole day and rot but than my butt cannot stay still. Instead, i woke up at 2pm and stared at the computer screen. At 5pm, bathed and off to ws to take a peek at my sayang. Haha. After that, head to Tamp alone. Shop alone. Asked mummy to accompany me but than she finish work late. Ask Gfs to accompany but some are working and some are not free. Nevermind. Alone pun alone lah ehy. Meet bro after that. Yes, i do shop alot okeh. Especially from cotton on. They are having this sale and their sales are crazee! Can make me go crazy also! Haha! After shopping, head down to Ws again. Bro meet his cliques while i continue my shopping. Hahas. Then accompany sayang for her break and later on proceed home with icebaby. Walk all the way home and half way through meet up with sister along with the china crews. Walk home together and home sweet home by 9pm. Pay coming out by midnight. Shopping again anyone? :)

Nat jiwang buat sementara lah ehy! Hehek!


toodles

BENCI BENCI BENCI ! on Tuesday, June 16, 2009 , 1:04 AM

I HATE HK LIKE INFINITY CAN?

i just don't get it as to why people envy me so much.
Hey, don't act like nothing happen right in front of me can?
What grudge have you got against me?
TELL ME AH.
I hate it sia when people react this way.
You aint that REACTIVE AH!

fcuk you ass! >:[

Dejected on Saturday, June 13, 2009 , 12:46 AM

My eyes are all swollen up due to the bursting out i had yesterday night.
Or can i say the sleepless night i have been encountering. Am i suffering from insomnia? Haish.
He's gone, yes he is. He have just left hours ago. For two consecutive days, i've been suffering from insomnia. Even though i was feeling much fatigue, i just could not get my eyes shut instead my mind kept on wandering about him. I dont understand myself at times. I may have forgotten about that someone but shitz, my mind could not rest at ease. I could briefly recall how much i hate him last time but still deep inside i do care. You were still a part of me last time. To me, two weeks may turn out to be two years. It's not even half of the day yet but i am exaggerating to a certain extent. Oh god, please do protect him throughout his whole journey.. And this song, i would like to dedicate to him ..

Jovial enough ^^ on Wednesday, June 10, 2009 , 6:24 AM

Warning.

What iam going to post for today is going to be too verbose. Lols. I've got chunks to rant about but too bad i don't have the time to update for the last few weeks. Been up with hectic schedule and it sucks alot. Tsk.

Friday 5 June 2009

Attend this Colours Of Loyang 6 in school. In the morning, meet up with nazia at ehub since she wanted to meet me soo badly. Hahs. See i so sweet to wake up in the morning and meet you up at 11am tau. :D Proceed to ehub and meet up with the guys. See them bowl only. Hahas. Wanted to bowl but then i forget to bring along my nebo card again! *smack head* It has been twice since i forget to bring. Tsktsk. So we just chatted and catch up folks stories. You know i know, girls talk. Heeh. Afterwich, nazia's friend, Indra tagged along. Atlast gotta meet her. Chatted like we known each other for years? LOL. Then we had our lunch. The guys wanted to have seoul garden but too bad the shop was closed! Haha. So we had Mac instead. Yes, macdonalds. -.- Crap alot and talk talk. After lunch, slacked for a while and then we went our separate ways. Went home and get ready to meet up with ifah at inter. Yada yada got ready and meet up with the rest outside school. Upon entering school, we were caught by ms kursiah due to our dress length. -.- Pathetic. After some 'sweet talk' we were allowed to enter inside. No comments for this year COL because it's just plain BORING. I don't even get the story line. And the hall was effing hot. Thanks ehy. The show ended and meet up with the rest of our clinques. Proceed to downtown for our dinner. After dinner, camwhore as usual. Hahas. After that, walk to White sands with ifah & farid since people are bugging me to check their schedules -.- then slacked for awhile and proceed back home. One word, memorable day. (:

Weekends were burnt as per normal. Worked and for sunday i work for 11 hours. Like wow, 11 hours. Yes, i was extended for like 3 hours due to down crew. Down of like 6 crews? I pity eli so i stayed and helped out. But it was effing tiring and my legs were aching like only god knows how. Hahas. And yah, due to my 'HYPER-NESS' with belinda that day, i accidentlly punch out TWO times. LOL. See lah, joke and fool around somemore. Hahaha.

As for Monday & Tuesday, i have to attend school. See told ya it aint a holiday for me. Had school in the morning, work in the afternoon and tution at night. Tst. But that particular monday night i went rounding around singapore in fie's car. :D It was a random one though. Biaselah, budak jakon. HAHAHA!

And as for today and tomorrow, it would be my off day.Like finally, iam looking forward to today. Theres science in the morning and afternoon we had this whole day F&N course. The course was okeh lah, kinda intresting. It was related to our coursework B. And we did this practical on meat tenderizer and stuffs. I just loved the practical but not the report pleaseeee? It's like another set of coursework to be done sey. Tsktsk. Had a really great time laughing and cracking jokes with hakim, nia & ayu! :D Yes, we do crap alot. Hahahaha! I do enjoy today guys! Apart from them, today really marks a good day for me huh? :DD I am still smilling from ear to ear now! Iam so jovial, ecstatic, happy, jubilant! Like OMG! Proceed to White sands after school since candy wanted to talk to me. I had this bad feeling when she said that she wanted to see me. But upon my arrival, she told me that i was promoted to Mccafe! It was hard for me to believe at first but then it was the facts! Seriously, it was a shocking news for me. I didnt expect this but then if i was given the opportunity, why not? :D So training and stuffs would be next week. I was too excited when i get to know this. Seriously! Atlast, something new to try out rather than plain old Mac stuffs. Told bro but he didnt believe it at first but then he did! LOL. So went home at around 8 plus gtu. Excited sangat mah. Haha. While i was here, updating my blog, daddy came home and congratulate me. I was shocked and stunned for the moment as to why he congratulate me. I taught he knew about the mccafe thangy but then NO! He told me he congratulate me because i received a $300 bursary! Like OMG, whats more that adds on to my happinesses! Seriously. And yah, earlier today i received a call from this imodel company asking me to come down for a interview tomorrow at clarke quay. This also makes me goes excited but then i don't think so iam going for the modelling interview tomorrow. I got school and i don't think i can cope with this modelling thangy so yea, cross it out. Hahas. I am going to concentrate more on my studies! Yes, studies! :D And tomorrow would be another day to look forward too. School again and thanked godnesses the crew meeting is cancelled! Good thang because i dont need to rush from school to work again. It's pretty tiring ya know. Hehes. Okey now iam going to upload all the old pictures! GO, GO GRAB THEM ALL! :D

Atlast, i finish uploading them all! Go grab them peoples! :D

toodles

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