 so stress :( on Friday, July 31, 2009
, 6:44 AMCurrent Mood: So Vulnerable  MY SINCERE APOLOGiES BABES! Ohmy, what have i done?Or i should say, whats the fcuking wrong with me?! PFFT. Ifah & nazia darlings, i'am not mad at you guys laaa. But i was a little pissed before. >;( But you guys are forgiven by me. No worries sweethearts <3 Seriously, i'am so so so so so so so SORRY for not replying your messages or should i say SORRY to those whome you message me but i didnt reply your messages. Seriously sorry! :/ My mood was totally l-o-w today. I get totally pissed off easily. You may see me contented, laughing contagiously but deep inside, i feel so irritated & stress out! Thanks eh kawan, thanks alot for those heartful moments. Thanks eh for making me feel irritated and stuffs. Thanks alot sia! You made my day today! Bravo! PFFT! And ontop of that, it adds on to another burden that is my blardy coursework! But thanked god i've finally completed it and passed it up already! I think this time round, the quality aint that good cause i prolly have no mood to edit, re-edit my coursework! Seriously. My mind was thinking of handing it up and iam free from courseworks already! I bet theres millions of speeling, grammer error in my cousework but heck, i dont even bother to check. Whats wrong with me?! ARGGS! Ya know, i feel like SHOUTING MY HEART OUT right now just to let off this feeling! STRESSSSSSSS! i've limit myself to a usage of 2 hours for computer but then i've exceeded the time limit again. Booooooooooh! :( I have to really really discpline myself and ignore my surrondings which i think it should not even be entertain. Just leave me alone. I need space to breath & i need a break! Get that clear pleaseeeeeeeee! I know you would be reading this, so please please understand. You don't know the tension i felt. Seriously, please. I am just asking for this. Not more alright. Thankyou. And to some people, stop being irritating. Dare to try on me, you wound be suprise to see me flaring my fury in your face! I'am becoming more and more sensitive each day. And yes, my coursework is F-i-n-a-l-l-y done. Thanked god. Weekends i would be concentrating more on my weaker subjects and staying more FOCUS! And just be prepared for next week re-editing of coursework A. PFFT~ I don't want to re-dit can? And pardon me for not updating regularly. Be professional. & tomorrow 1 August is Ayu Bayinnah's 17th Birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYU ! Though you may be irritatting at times during fnn, (no offence) you're still the best girl ! Haha XD Lets combine forces & disturb you know who ! HAHA ! ^^ Have fun on your birthday & study hard for your O's okey ! :D  Since BLOGGER has been sucha ass, i've upload pix at my multiply. So just visit my multiply for more pictures. toodlez!  I just lurvee the editz !I just came back from school, patheticly and the time now is 19.00 PM. Quite late huh? What a very very hectic week this week. I've been buzy concentrating my hearts out on coursework B! I've neglected all my tests, revision! Pfft~ I hope this hard work really really pays off if not i don't what to say. Stayed back in school till late just to finish up my blardy coursework B and yet it's done now. But theres still 1 MAJOR problem! I've exceeded the numbers of pages, SHARKS! Iam only left with several options. My conclusion is like one wordy essay or should i say, dinosaurs? HAHA. The F&N students should be able to understand this. Lols. And tomorrow is friday already?! How time flies. So the looking forward to weekends cause iam going to start mugging already. And workmates, don't miss me too much cause i would be on vacation leave already. HAHA. I'll drop by if i have the time too ayte. And yesterday sakura's treat was super-uper-delicious-mouth-watering! Haha. it was awesome laa. I indulge the foods till i can't indulge anymore! The food there was just too tempting for meee! ;D Should visit that place again and eat till i drop. Hahas. Currently now i'am muching on my chips more and attempting on the bedok view midyear paper. I will continue to re-edit my coursework later at 21.00 PM. Psst, i super uper worn out already. & i need help in my maths ! =( Tomorrow would be taken out of claz for cousework . Tomorrow would be having physic & chemistry tutorial . Tomorrow i would upload all the out-dates pictures . Somebody just made me upset . I don't know why history repeats itself . toodlez .  First and foremost, Happy Birthday Daddy! Can't wait for the sakura treat tomorrow. Secondly, GET WELL SOON PEEPS / CLASSMATES! To whoever it may concern, have adequate rest & eat your medicine okeys? Don't skip or you guys wound recover. See like me, i've recovered already. Chey beh action laa eh. Hahas. Well, i feel a little ill and lethargic! I don't want to get ill again! It suks to stay at home and miss alot of stuffs. Pfft. I hope i wound fall sick again. Ergs, currently now iam having a sore throat! Boooooooooh! =( I'll post more tomorrow ayte. toodlez.  got this hansem guy beside me.. heee :) -------------------------------------- I swear i didnt write that ^ It was MUHD FARID JAAFAR who wrote that. HAHA. Nak sangat kan, mai sini aku promote namer kau pat sini. Hahas. Was taken out of claz during MT lesson. Wasnt really taken out uh but we volenteered ourself to do our coursework but then end up the nine of us were engross reading about the '' nenek keropok'' pulak. Haha. It was kinda scary and spooky because they said that the nenek now is around pasiris area and is at block 1oo+. Like OMG! So scary siaa. Though some people does not believe it, but it is true! Go on to this website and read on about the nenek keropok if you want to find out more ^^ http://kisahmj12.blogspot.com/. Go check it out for yourself. We all end up reading about all this stuff rather than doing our coursework in the cyberpoint. Standard laa kan. Hahas. And when the bell rang, all went off and suprisingly ms han was like finding us! HAHA! Damn hilarious laaa. She thought that we woule be the "good students" to stay there until late to finish up our coursework, but no! Everyone just went off. Hahas. After school, rush back home and later meet ifah bby under ny block. Today was splendid right ifah? Trained down to NYP because we had some errands to do and on top of that, we also wanted to have a day off from studies. I swear the journey to and fro NYP was pretty chaotic! HAHA. Only god knows what went wrong! Haha. It was pretty hilarious tho that we just entered the campus feeling2 that we were in that poly already. HAHAHA! And upon the arrival, we were suppose to go to block J and guess what? WE WERE LOST SEH! Haha, what we did? We just tail around the students down there! HAHA. It was damn hilarious laaaa. We were like tourist down there and the NYP-ians were looking weirdly at us -_- APER SAJER LAH. And we were supposed to pass thru the auditorium and had our temperature taken but then we travel all the way to the C block. Hahaha. I doubt iam going to take NYP as my choice of poly, haha. We even need to climb high hills and it was super exhausting! And the journey from pasiris to here? More than a hour! Pfft. I just hate loong journey -_-So after the that, we trained down to marina bay. Head down to marina barrage and camwhore there. The place there was pretty superb. With the nice scenery and the cooling breeze, woah so relaxing. Recommended most to those couples lovers! Hahas. After that we planned to head do to simpang bedok to have our dinner but then change plan. Head down to bugis again. Shopped at bugis street and after that had a bite at Mac. Oh how much i miss Mcdonald's food. I can't wait to indulge it during my weekends! Hehek. After dinner, window shopped and off back home. What a pretty exhauasting day today, but yet splendid and fun! Haha. And yea tomorrow is weekends! Woohoooo. I bet my weekends would be damn packed and buzy because i've planned it already? I would be completing my courswork & online maths before going work tomorrow and sunday morning i would be away at the gym! Yayness. Going to exercise my fats off. Lolz. And yeap, revisions here i come too. And prelims are just around the corner. i just need to complete my last lap that is my coursework B and i'am off to concentrate on others subject. :D Insyallah, i can do it want. And i can't seem to upload pix now. I just upload it at my multiply and if i got the time too, i'll upload it here. Promised! Iam off hopping ~ toodlez Ive been keeping up with blogging lately yah. Haha, good thang uh. Now i realised that blogger has a little kinks on mozilla firefox. It still does not really works in firefox -_- Instead, i have to switch to IE instead just for blogging sake. Baek. Ok enough of blogger. Lately, i've been feeling super lethargic and worn out. I knew it and there comes about my period. And talking about period, i would also encounter countless mood swings. Aint something new. Don't be suprise if i were to yell or nag unnecessary at people. Sometimes i really can't control my fatuous mood swings. Ergs.I feel like giving up coursework B just like that! But those constant reminders and encouragements from my cliques made me realised and to stop doing those stupid stuff. Thanks alot guys. I was kinda out of my mind at that point of time and i dont even know what am i doing. Pfft. But thanked god, iam on the right track now and i hope i would follow the correct path. Insyallah, Amin. Stayed back in schhol just now to finish up my coursework, but ended up doing other stuffs; standard la. Went down to the foyer and heard people saying that a old lady fell down from the 10th storey just beside our school block! -_- Shocking tho. And on my way home, i really saw the stains, not again! But shockingly, my cliques even saw the old lady's face and now they are having goosebumps. Just don't too much ayte, ivanna! They were hilarious as they described how they saw the old lady's face and stuffs but all of us were quite scared. Come on lah, it's just beside our school and majority of the loyang students even saw the scene and how she fell! Sheesh. Scary man. And mind you, i walked pass that block every morning siaaaa, pfft! A few weeks back, a old man from my block jumped down from the 13th floor due to loneliness in his life. Haish, what a pity. And now, iam hearing this kind of news again. Pfft, goosebumps again -_- Okeh, enough of sucide stories. Not making anyone freak out here. Currently, iam using this time to finish up my coursework which i think i would only be able to pass it up on monday ! Iam also back from Ws with icebby and now i think i am going to continue with my coursework. I think i would be taken out of claz tomorrow. Pfft.  See, how others are also giving up on their courseworks. Tsk
Anyone using firefox and encountering this prob? Pfft toodlez 91 more dayz - on Wednesday, July 22, 2009
, 5:18 AMAnd yah, guess what? I'am only left with 91 more days before my actual O levels! Ninety-ONE. Less than 100 siotz. Damn. How time flies. Thanks ice bby for atleast giving me some advices regarding workstuffs and awaring me regarding my o levels. I WANT TO TAKE STUDY LEAVE ALREADY! But i'am afraid the managers wound approve of it. You know i know laa why kan. Ergs. Perhapes 2 months? Oh pleasee, O's are important okeys! ANd had my MT O level listening just now. It was okey, but the examiner ah, sharks! KERECT to the max laa. Haha. Step speaking english lah. Hahas. And iam stuck for already 2 hours at the computer screen and i've yet done anything regarding my coursework! How bad. Whatever it is, i need to submit it by TOMORROW if not i'll be suspended out of class! Merepeks kan. Good examples of teachers now days. One good method of forcing their students to do their courseworks. -___- Pathetic siaa. Eh okelah, iam going to stop ranting already. I'am off to do my coursework B! DIE-DIE MUST FINISH BY TONIGHT! IF NOT SUSPENDED! :/ blogger so weird, seriously . on Monday, July 20, 2009
, 1:51 AMAnd now iam back home from school! I had just had my IW experiment just now. So the pathetic & hot and stuffy in the kitchen -.- And thanks laa korang, i need to development all the pictures. Would be out at 6 later on to meet up with ifah & sayang. Need to go Ws to develop the photos and later on i would be having tution. Atlast, iam attending it because i miss 2 weels of tution already. -.- I've got reasons okey! And i didnt attend today's f&n tutorial because Ms Han believed that i can do my IW at home, padahal-padahal. See now iam not even doing my work, iam buzy blogging. Ha ha. See cher, i can't do my work at home! Seriously, just alot of plain distractions. And shitz, i've yet done my heymaths online! Shitzzx, And iam working tomorrow, ALAH! =( toodlez recovering . on Wednesday, July 15, 2009
, 9:02 PMIam on four days MC. =( I don't why the doctor is so lenient enough to give me until four days. But thanked god my fever has seized down alittle and iam feeling much more better. My task is only to gulp down those antibiotics & panadol regularly. :/And the school has been sucha irritants. In one day, they would be calling my house for about 2-3 times?! And imagine for four days, how many time would they be calling again?! Pfft. And they would be asking the same old question. -___- Irritating. And yah i missed my MT o level oral yesterday! =[ Hayaa, wasted seh. The topic is so damn easy, something about balanced diet. I find it easy because my fnn topic is also on balanced diet(!) Urgs, wasted sehhh! Hopefully by tomorrow i would have recover fully so that i can sit for my oral or else i need to travel all the way to tiong bahru seyy. Now i miss school & my friends! I would only be back on friday, pathetically. And not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ICEBABY & IVANNA ! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. ^^ And all the best for your future endeavors!   toodlez Sunday, july 12, 2009 @ 2:41PM on Saturday, July 11, 2009
, 10:53 PM Iam down very a very very high fever since yesterday =(
Together with a sore throat, cough and body ache! But thanked god, i don't encounter a flu! But today, it gets from bad to worst. I took my temp this morning and guess what? it shows 39.2 degrees! Gosh, i have never ever encounter such a high temperature before in my life! I think it is due to being drenched last friday. Aisyah is also falling sick as i was together with her last friday. Haish. And i shouldn't had attend work yesterday! I bet it wouldent be this high if i were to rest at home yesterday but i can't! =( Aisyah is already on Mc and cheryl is attached to tn3. Imagine if i werent around yesterday, who would be taking care of the cafe right? Bleargs. So even though my temperature was still quite high yesterday, 38.2 degrees, i dragged myself to work. Upon punching in, manager took my temperature and it shows 37.5! And he wouldent let me in and asked me to rest for awhile in the chiller. -.- Rested for awhile and drank alot of cold water, thanked god my temp did decrease. It shows 36.8 degrees. So pasted the 'Iam ok' sticker even though i knew that iam still not okey at that very momment of time! So i forced myself to work from 330-1120pm and you wouldent know how fcuked up, fatigue i felt! With the numerous numbers of orders that were lined up to be served! But iam blessed to have those two attachments crews and managers to helped out. And sayang said that my face looked pale and that it was her first time seeing me in that condition. Boooooh! =( I feel like going back early but i can't! My limbs are getting weaker and weaker! And i can tell you, that was my worst occurence ever! I felt like a old lady, walking short distances makes me feel drained -.- I hope i recover soon! If my condition doesnt seems to improved tomorrow, i would be visiting the doctor. And thanks beloved friends for your care and concern! <3 From wanting to accompany me to the doctor. And i have to give tuition and taking my bursary a miss today! I hardly have the energy to even walk and my body feels so lethargic! Booooh! =( And i really appreciate daddy to travel all the way there just to collect from me on my behalf. Thanks daddy! I really really hope to recover soon. I really hate to be in this sucky condition and my MT o level oral is on this coming tuesday! & i just can't utterly gave it a miss! Hope i recover soon! And now i want to study if my brain function can works. :/  Amaciams okeh tak? Heeh =)I feel so lethargic. I am too tired to even touch on my books. My intentions is to revise on my maths and social studies but i just can't! Args. The cooling weather is making me too lazy and cozy. My eyes are shutting any minute from now. I want to sleep can? Haish. And yay! I am so looking forward to tomorrow because its friday! Hahas. And iam going to forced myself to do my revisions on weekends! Must, must! Haah. And would be taking my bursary this sunday at AMK ey? Wahlau, why so far? And i need to travel there in my school uniform! -.- Nevermind laa, must be proud of myself tho. Heh. & finally, iam aware of what need to be done to my coursework B! Like finally, with that sheer test and stuffs. Tsktsk. See laa if i can sacrifise my weekends to do that sheer test. Haha. And yah, just now we had our claz photo taking. Do i look horrible? How was my smile like? Haha. That questionz kept on lingering in my mind still. Lolz. And it was my first time in loyang history; taking claz pix while sitting down on the bench. -.- Am i that short?! Boooo :( I need to go taller! Need to drink more milk already! Ahaah. & stayed back in school just now with the usuals. Our intentions were to study but then we end up gossiping and talking crap! Haha! And patheticly, i onyl did two maths questions! -.- PATHETIC kan?! And ended up we took merepek video. -.- And i will just upload outdated pictures! Njozx!     Hakim was like, Eh cepat2 amek gmbar aku! Haha!   Ivanna says he looks like MJ from the side view! HAHA!            toodles  Firstly, lemme apologise. Sorry for neglecting this blog of mine. I have a hectic schedule ahead of me and seriously don't have the time to update. SORREH! And ya all know, blogger being sucha ass nowadays. He just wound letme upload pictures. Angin ah blogger. Tsktsk. And yes! I've got lotz of junks & dirts to rant about. I'll just make it short cause if i dont, it would be very verbose and i bet nobody wants to read it either! Hahas. So so, last week thursday, i went shopping again! Was with sayang earlier on but then she left afterthat. So, i shopped alone. Takper, dah biase kan. Hah. So i went to tamp one and shop alot? i spent nearly 60 bucks on that particular day only?! Wahduhh. Should start saving already! And yes, i've got lotz of pending stuff still awaiting on my wish list! D: Shopping again anyone? (: My loooooong weekend were 'GREAT!' -.- Ya rights, like real gitu ehy? For 4 consecutive days, i been working! Bleargs. I don't find a reason as to why iam still working when my exams are drawing near ehk? Args. My saturday morning were spend with my girlz <3 Ifah, ivanna & Yaya. Meet up at 11am and we head down to national library. Wanted to borrow books but than the books down there were for reference only! Whatefcuk? Waste my energy and current only. Tsktsk. Afterwhich, proceed to bugis st and each of us bought a backpack each. Lolz. And after that grab a bite at kfc. After lunch, we went our separate ways and i need to proceed to the airport. Received a call from kid and she asked me to attach to CA2. So i went then and guess what? Leh maen guess guess lagy eh? Haha, i was LATEEE! Boooooo =( The journey there was damn loong lah. And upon reaching airport, i swear i was lost! Laugh all you want ah. Booooh. Firstly it has been decades since i last visited airport and yes,i have heard about CA2 but i dont know where the hell it is located! =( And due to that, i've wasted plenty of time. Grr. But luckily, sister was to my rescue! Haha. She was once at BT and then she came to fetch me and show me the way. Awwm sweet kan. Lols! If not i tell you, i would be sesat forever down there lah! Tsktsk. So my day there was okey lahh. the managers there are wacky yet fun but then crew uh, uhmss no comment. Macam silence mode gitu. Hahas. And diana asked me this. D; you knw why i ask you to come here? Even tho theres no customer? Me; Why? D; *giggles* becaause i need counter crew so so badly. My crew all kat sini don't know how to do counter uh. Heh Me; I'am like -.= ! Reasonable habiz siak ! Hahaha. And there she was laughing and laughing . -.- Nice one right this manager. And went i punched out, thy asked me to attach there again tomorrow. I anything but then somebody don't approve me of going there -.- After work, went back home with mario! Haha. In the buz pulak, bump into lesung pipit! Hahahaha! And today he was like " Eh tu saper dalam buz ngan kau?" I said: My friend uh, why? Then he was like " Eh you got good taste eh! " LOL. Lesung pipit betol lahh kau nih! Hahaha! And sunday i was late for work again! -.- My tuition change timing sia and now it is 2-4pm?! Wahduhh. So after tuition off to work and i've gotten my cafe uniform already! :D And for monday, it was youth day so i still need to work at 8 in the morning and guess what iam not late! Phew. But i skipped tuiton that day cause daddy gave me the permission too! Heh :D But then i waas kinda tired and fatigue too lah kan. And for today, i just think positive and go with the flow like what nazia darling told me too. It works babe! And babe! I got something to tell you! Come'on, meet up soon alright! I miss you hell lotz ready! hehe. No use going on with my "bad habit" cause it wound bring you to nowhere. So starting from today, i would be having this positive mindset already and studies would be my first priority! :D Oh yea babeh. And iam stress & stuck at coursework B! Anyone, help? +( I really really need guidance on this! & dear 5a3, tomorrow would be our last ever claz photo-taking in loyang secondary! Woohooo~ Remember to bring tie & claz tee hor! And pardon me if my blog is left un-updated! Tagboard maseh ader, aper lagy tag ajer lah! Hahaha :D toodlez! Feeling sorry for yourself, and your present condition, is not only a waste of energy but the worst habit you could possibly have. Dale Carnegie I didn't know that i have a bad habit all this while. I can't help it but i have to leave on with this "bad habit" Till then, blogger totally sucks. |
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