classic, xoxo

Easy come, Easy go ..

I'am free right now. I'am away from sorrow. I want to avoid relationships. I don't want to be dejected anymore. It hurts to see me becomes hurt. I want freedom. I want more concentrations. Yes , that explains it all. I did confess yesterday. Not really everything but short & sweet. " You , just forget about everythink okey. All this can be resolved right after my N's " Well , his first impression change. I don't know what he is feeling inside. Sorry , or jealous or sad? I seriously don't know. Well , all i could say is that i have made the right desicion and moved on -.- Eh , atleast i took the FIRST MOVE okey! If it is not for me , this would be resolve. Grr. He's so not the gentleman oke. Come on lah , i hate guys who are not GENTLEMAN. One word , get a life. Expecting a girl to make the first move. Owh , well. And yaw , i hate to be hurt again. I have enough tho. Enough is enough boy. And pleasee don't treat me as if i'am invisible. Whhtaa fcukk ? I'am not , for your information! I'am BIG enough for you to see. Grr. Stupid , bloody attitude of yours. Eh , seburuk - buruk perangai aku pun , aku tetap layan kau ehh. Damn arse. And you treat me as like " easy come , easy go " You would approach me when you started loving me back and when you hurt me , you let me go. PEMBASTARD! Grr. I'am not a toy oke. I'am a human who has feelings also! You liked it when iam in sorrow right? Stupidstupid guy. Eh , yah iam writing this as tho iam hearbroken. But nah , iam not. Iam feeling strong right now. I tried fighting my emotions & will always stay strong no matter what. I have fcuk off from you. Now , my mind would be on full concentrations. Yet yes. No more or mere puppy love and suchs. I dont believe you anymore assyhole. I really really hope you would find someone whome you can toy around her feelings with AND i am definetly out of you fugly list! Damn arse! >:( So now leave me alone and i get a change of job after my Ns. Perhapes tho.

Now you want to be free ( Yes , iam letting you free! )
So I'm letting you fly ( Go on and fly away from me! )
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die ( Yes! Our love has die! >:/ )
YES!
You'll always be a part of me ( Never ever! )
I'm a part of you indefinitely ( kiss my ass lah )
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
~~Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby~~
And we'll linger on ( no way! )
Time can't erase a feeling this strong ( yes it's earsing tho )
No way you're never gonna shake me
~~Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby~~

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay ( yess! )
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way ( and iam not standing in your way -.- )
But inevitably you'll be back again ( duhh! 100% agree )
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no ( it ended tho! fcuk ya )

Urgs , sorry if i have to vent my anger on the online blog. Grrrrrrr.

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Prelims results out. Damn , all botherline passes? No good. Maths , no hope. :/
N level , 3 more weeks.
Iam going to start mugging already. Online blog would be dead for a month or so.
So yea. Peoples , don't PROCRASTINATE oke.
I leave with some pictures.
I will be on hiatus.