classic, xoxo

I'am confused. I'am all fucked up with your attitude. Both parties are in the wrongs , i know. All i need is your love & your apologies. I can't take it. How would you feel if you were in my shoes ? How would you ? I'am deeply hurt by you. You scolded me and vent your anger at me. For you information my dear boy , i didnt know that you were pissed off at first. If i had known , i would know have question you right ? And there you throw your temtrum at me. Woah , how disappointed am i and i am forever pissed for you. Like you said , " sorry " is a huge word to say. But a small sorry from you to me didnt works , didnt it ? You are in the wrong and iam too. I admitted my mistakes but didnt you ? You vowed that you love me again & yes i did too. For you infomation boy , i love you forever. You are forever etch in my heart. No one can replace you. Boy , you should be thankful enough that i didnt go for anyone else when you left me. I can do that now because you think that there aint any guys waiting for me outside ? You are wrong boy. There tons out there waiting. It's only a matter of time. It's up to you to moved on or i will just fuck off from your life. It's simple for you tho. I hate to leave you boy. i love you. Can you stop ignoring me for once & change you attittude ? Thats all i wanted form you. After that , love me for all you can baby boy. It has been 2 days straight we have not contacted each other. Coincidently i saw you just now. I was like whta the fuckkkk? Serioulsy. And yea no eye contact and connections going on between us. :( We just ignored each other like we doesnt even exist at all. What a day. Seeing you brings me flashbacks. I hate being this way. I miss taking to you on the phone. I miss those sms-ses. I miss those times. I just want you back. I want you to be matured enough to think whats right and whats wrong , please boy. I will be waiting here all over again. I hope a miricle happens tonight :[

i'am lost

toodles