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Hello earthlings. Sorry for neglecting the keyboard for such a looong period of time.Told you guys i wasn't in the mood for quite some times. Now , iam feeling a little bit better. I guess so. Conflict between hubby & tcher still have not settle yet. But today , i gave him a little chance. Ain't i being so mean? Yea , i guess so. OK , ok iam sorry. Common test over. The last paper , chemistry & physic is just getting on my nerves! Physic paper is so damn difficult alright ? I guess i fail physic paper laa :( . Whatever it is , just bear with it uhs. Friday was our last practiced for our campcraft competition. We were nervous of course. Our timing were as follow , - 09.04sec , 09.15sec, but yesterday timing was 12mins . Never mind guys , don't give up. We will try our best to bet 9 mins alright ? (: Training ended at 6pm . Went back home , bathed and went to white sands to changed my schedule. Tomorrow i will be working at 8am. Shuts! My competition starts at 830am. So swapped with pe yen my timing and i worked at 3pm today. Competition today! Was slightly nervous tough! Wake up late. Mum woke me up at 615am. Quickly bathed and called ifah. Ifah overslept lah. Haahs. Departed from house at 645am. Bought some donuts and waited for the rest at 359 bus stop. Ifah was late of course. Reached HTA and register and stuffs. We were getting nervous laa ok ? Snaps some pictures and stuffs. Guess what ? Today was raining . We waited and waited for our turn , but then the sir says that the competition is postponed to next week due to the rain. We were like sighing and some threw a angry face. We wanted it to be over by today but it's nobody fault la. The rain's fault. Haah. Next week will be a very buzy week for us. School camp next week and i'am in group E4 together with hana. After campcraft just now , mdm lee belanja us makan at Food xpress. Thanks for the treat yaw. Ok , going to get ready for work . toodles. Today is the day. I would express all my feelings that is stuck inside me all this while. I ain't feeling that jubilant as i was supposed to be all this while. It's not that obvious cause i keep it by myself since early this week. I ain't talk to anybody about this . Not even to my hubby nor Best friend. I felt that it is safe to keep this to myself but i'am wrong. I felt useless , annoyed , angry and hostile. I voiced some of it out today. But i ain't feeling too good now days. Nobody would understand me truly when i'am in mood-swings. Trust me , nobody. I know myself pretty well, mind you peoples. Don't judge me.I hate to be judged , compared. Enough of long-winded essays. Firstly to this bitch whom i damn, since the day i know you, get a life ok ? Get a preety way better life than anyone out there. Stop being a bustard in the school. Stop making stories about people when it is not true. Seriously speaking , you have your story well-rehearsed eh girl. First you denied vehemently , then you admit blushingly. You lied gliby sucker. To be frank eh , actually i hate you since Day 1. You talk bad behind me . Eh , you think others can't tell me the truth is it ? You're way too GOOD! I tell ya that. Too good at pretending & in terms of making fake stories. You talked bad about my boyfie you think i don't know ? Bodo nyer cibai! I know everything already ok . Now , everyone in the school hate you. Yes , it's TRUE! And thanked god for the revenged you get that day. I didnt speak a word cause i don't want you to get hurt further. I just don;t take it to heart. Talk as much as you want about me, or maybe my boyfie ? Judge your boyfie first before judging mine's . I think mine's is much more better than yours ok ? Ok , this for you . Go get a way better life eh sucker! Secondly , to that attitude teacher! You too go get a life. Once , you were our favorite teacher , but now , you're a LOUSY tcher! You ignored us as if we are invisible. You get mad at us for no reasons. Are you sick in the mind? Are are you having a conflict with your hunny bunny boo-boo again. EWW* Stop looking at us as if we were going to help you in your relationship. As if asshole.You made a distasteful face yesterday. You ignored us as if we are invisible.You layan the boys only.Eh , hello our maths common test is just the day after tomorrow , that is today. We even asked you for revision papers and you said later. But did you give us the revision paper in the end? No! You did not. You were happily mind-ing your own business with those boys! What kind of a teacher are you? I rely , depend so much on you from the start but in the end , you showed us a sulky face in return. I seriously cannot hide my anger yesterday. Sorry if i bang the tables or what so ever your property. You deserved this teacher. An ungrateful teacher! I just spat out my words to miss atikah. Hell , what i care if she go tell ms siti what i had said. I seriously don't give a damn ok ? And i seriously don't care anymore. I had enough of nonsense . And hell ya mercu. My common test is this week and where's the mendaki tuition you promised to give me ? No tuition for science and english ? And somemore you banned us from comming. Eh , you guys have no sense of education eh . I really really have enough ok . I'am deeply annoyed! Thirdly, 3 months yesterday and no wish from him.A 3 silence month is it? And today still have the cheeks to ask me to go his house. " i miss you so much " he says. So? If you miss me so much why not you come down here to meet me ? Why should i travel all the way there when i sometimes get nothing in return. Isint it a waste ? A waste or time! Yah , yah i miss you also like hell boyfie since the day you went Malaysia. Ok , i admit we have not meet for sometimes but don't you understand me ? I 've got a test to study tomorrow and i 'am not focus at all! As i get mad at you , you complained and don't want to admit it . Ok laa fine! I'am in the wrong! I'am always wrong right?! You are always rightt! I'am not perfect kan ? I'am stupid , bodo , kental , unreasonable , un approachable I'AM NOTHING RIGHTTT?! I'am USELESS , i know. So , just fucked off me. All you know is to force me here and there. I'am not your slave ok BOYFRIEND! Things really made me pissed off. Everyday i can say that! Today , maths common test just sucks big time ok ? The paper is like soooo damn HARD! All THANKS to that stupid , asshole bastard tuition teacher of mine. Thanks eh for your attitude yesterday. All your attitude really helps me in answering the question you know! I was struggling of course! All thanks to you i sure FAIL that paper! And i know it's true. You will be happy too kan ? Asshole.The only thing that brighten up my day today is friends. Thanks for being there ifa h, hana , mai . And thanks alot to Ms Chew for the chocolates! I really appreciated that. Ms chew gave me and ifah the chocolate because we both volunteered to do public speaking on Monday. That really makes my day. And science common test tomorrow! Gosh , i have not even started on a single thing. Gonna do my revision now. & i feel much more better now cause i have voiced all out today. toodles. Oke , i have been neglecting on my posts. Been buzy , tired , stupid this week . Lots of ungreat stuffs hapen this week . I aint post it here . It's so personal . OK skipped to yesterday . Had normal parade. Went for F& n tutorial first. Guess what ? I am done with my coursework laa sey! For atlastt ! Exp for listing priories . huhu After np , went home straight . Dad had a pit at CC . bathe and went out of the house. I was then frustrated with that somebody la sey . But it's ok . I forgive but never forget . Remember ? Off to pit then . It is at Cc , level 5 . Eat alot , as usual . Barbaque alot of hot-dogs . Huhu. At around 945PM , hana came for the pit . Slacked around with her . Help clean up the place . Home by 11PM . Was seriously tired laa . After a looong day at school , must go pit some more . Sorry hubby for not picking up your calls & to who ever who call me or message me last night . Was to tired to reply . TODAY ; work at 8AM standard. Was late again . LITTLE MISS LATE! gaaa . The costumer today is just like crazy ok! It's more worst than CNY . The crowd starts at 6am till i dont know what time uh . LOL Seriously , i think it's because of the AEROSPACE todayy . Tomorrow will be the same :/ Well , will blog again tomorrow . I have no mood to blog todayy! My posts are getting more BORINGGGG! :/ Hubby is effing loved by me (: toodles I don't give a damn. I don't freaking care! All i want you to do is grow up! Stop your childish behavior. You're lame , kental , un-reliable . Un - independence :o Dah besar pon immature . I'am not suprised . LOL IAM SO PISSED :O Well today is CIP Day. Wake up late , bathed and get ready . Out of the house by 9AM , HAHA . Called mac and told them iam unable to work today. Huhu Kelly answered the phone and she excuse me ;D Walked all the way to central bustop and waited for bus 81. Ifah , mai & Hana is in the bus . Alight the bus and meet them. Ifah funny laa you. Huhu Reached Tamp library at about 915AM. Was LATE , i know . But who cares ? Took tin , Blablabla . Started to ask people for donations alreadyy. Went all the way to Tamp to simei down there. Huhu . After donating , return tins ; my tin wasn't that heavy lehh. Gaaa~ Go makan at Mac . and off to interchange . Ifah took 291 , meet her hubby . Mai & Hana took 81 off back home . I took 3 and off to White Sand to meet bro. Was too early to go home laaa. Then waited for bro to finish work . Then he has to ST stuff to Mac Loyang Point . Followed him to Loyang Point by cab then went back to ws took bus 89. Return the receipt to manager then off back home . Meet mom & Dad then . Went to the field behind the interchange and meet adib . Meet up with afiqah all. After wich , went back home .. For atlast! i was damn freaking tired ok? Pic will be uploaded soon yeas ? Ok Bye ! Bills , $110. Less of using hand phones now days. It really shocked me this time. My calls makes my bill go higher. Less of calls , less of hand phones , less of sms-ing. Will be using my pepaid number back ? Oh , i don't know! :X Campcraft competiton in 2 weeks time . It is being postponed to 1 March eh ? School Camp & Npcc camp around the corner. Common test also in 2 weeks time . I need to buck up! Yes , i sure do ;D Less of work starting next week. Today's food rationing exercise sucka big time! LOL The only give us a bread and a drink , accompanied with a reflection paper :D Firsly , save money laa , but they are doing it at the wrong time , i suppose ? Luckily , i bring some bread with me . Indulge it during lesson time . After school , had campcraft training . Went late . Shelter change idea again ? Bile mau game dok ? Ends at 6 plus and off back home. Valentine in 2 days time! & let's the trance rolling !` toodles. As promised , the pictures will be uploaded soon. So yea , ENJOY! There's still some pictures awaiting you soon :D Well , today school is fine . Only that iam late for school . The first person/girl to enter the school at 7.28AM Iam late for only about 8 mins ? *sighs . I really need to buck up and improve myselff! I've been late for work & even for school! Can't i be even more worst ? huh . I don't wish so , but i hope i improved on my lateness. I sure do! ;D I'am just having this mood-swings every time! & iam hating it . I really , really felt bad about myself . Iam upset with myself! Iam all upset just because of one STUPID GAPBUSTER! If my results is not 100% , i'am DEAD! If i could rewind back time , i would serve that OLD LADY PROPERLY! In another words , i will serve her by the procedures . Like suggesting side order , etc . :(( I hope i'll get 100% lurhhh! & i opened my blog to ALL again . I find that the problem is solved yea . So i open it back to ALL :D and to zach , Welcome home! Beep me up if you reach singapore already! Tomorrow's , Food rationing exercise! what the hell ? No food! No drinks ! No canteen! toodles         REFLECTIONS. BooWowowowoW! Have you ever heard nat wanting to do a reflection ? HAHA *Rolling on the floor laughing* Well , this reflection is to summaries my working experience during the CNY period. Wednesday to Sunday . Chinese new year incentives . CNY eve - $12 ang bao + double pay CNY 1st day - $10 ang bao + double pay CNY 2nd day - $8 ang bao CNY 3rd & 4th day -Dessert Weekends. Total collections of angbao 30 Bucks . But sadly , now i left with 22 bucks :( I went shopping today! Yeaa for atlastt i went shopping at Bugisss! :DD Well , throughout the cny working days , i have create a stronger bonds between my fellow colleagues & friends. Zul.Diy.Nazia.Ayid.Su.Anis.Jef.Amir! You guys rock my world man! Woohooo . Even tough we have gone through ups & downs with different types of customer , but stiill our bonds is STRONG! Hold on guyss! ILOVE YOU GUYSS! & congrats to kak diy for your official state yesterday (09/02) Hope you & your guy last looong yyeaa :D & not forgetting my hotGF. Happy 1yrs 3mths with your panda yaa! Hope you guys last loooooooong :DD Ok skipped. today work at 730AM. Was late ofcourseee. What do you expect?! Yeasterday i finished work at 1030PM & somemore that farid wanted to see me . Lepak with him & mac friends' till late 11PM . Reached home bout 11 plus goin 12AM . Next morning need to wake up early morning . Overslept & missed the 358 bus somemore! :/ Arrived and was 8mins LATE . For the past few days , i was late too! Trying to improve myself not to be late anymore pleaseee! Arfah was like shouting " ahh lambatt! " HAHA . then i told her that yesterday i finish late , yadaaayaada. She understand then asked what happened too my eye? Guess what ? My eyes went red angain after wearing my lens . again? Today didn't wear it and my eye condition improved ;D & i'am kind off PREETY upset with my myself. Is she really a gapbuster or not ? That question keep on playing in my mind ? I hope so she's not. I did not smiled , i guess so . I didn't asked her for any side orders. Goshhh! PLEASEEE! i hope she's not the GAPBUSTERR!~ PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE! i begg youuu . It's really a shame of myself if i don't get 100% ! I'AM FEELING REALLY UPSET WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW~ unless you tell me she's not the gapbuster . :/ ok whatever it is , skipped this partt! After work , went home , changed and went to BUGISS! Shopped for skinnies & tees! I spend about 60 to 70 bucks today ? Gaaa~ As i promised , i will treat BOTH my families & Girlfriends after my chinese new year pay oke ? I will (: Pictures will be uploaded sooon . toodles . YOYOYOYO! 8 bucks in my pocket yesterdayy :D & yesterdayy! Meet hubby at his house. Woah , miss him like hell . i sure do miss him soo much taus . Then afterwhich he send me off to work . Guess what , iam late for work . huhu . half and hour late! Goshhh~ Suppposed to start work at 3PM , but arrived at 330pm insteadd . Luckily manager never scold me . Then off to do zul's runner . Adik kesayangan ku :DD Then do counter , then off to do runner for kakak kesayangan ku pulakk!` Suddenly one of my friend , her sister come up to me and say that kawan dier nak my number . Iam like what the hell siahs . I told her that iam attached alreadyy. Then she said nevermind . After work , yesterday at 11PM , checked my hp and got this someone message me " hi leh kenal2 ? " I just replyed " sorry , iam attached" but to no avail that person reply back . Oke , whatever it is i don't tolerate nonsence oke ? & yesterday was syuhadah 21th birthdayy! Kena bash ngan telur bestt tak ? Nyhahaahhas . Better than sanitizer water right ?LOL AND , 16th . 16th! Seoul gardenn. IN celebration of Ayid & Su Birthday. Fifi asked me to follow this 16th to celebrate both ayid & su birthday. I try to make it oke ? In another words , i got cip that dayy . :X Oke , i try , ii try oke . oke ;) toodles. Hop , hop . ONly invite some invited readers to my blog. Currently i only invite two persons' in my blog . Reason are ; i hate people tagging non-stop cramps on my tagboard. So now iam tracking who is the culprit . My blog would be privet for TEMPORARILY only. Until/Unless i find out who the culprit iss. Yesterday , yesterday chinese new year eve . alot of customer can say larr . Since morning . Punched in at 3pm and off to do runner . jovin's runner . Then i forget what i do . LOL . i remember that after break , i do counter. Suppose to punched out at 930PM , BUT! was extended till 11PM . First , arfah say until 10pm , then 1030 but lastly 11PM . shesssh . The survivors are me , zul , shahid & su. LOL clock strikes 11pm & off to collect my $12 hang bao . :DD Bro asked me to wait for him because mum & dad not at home . They went for this new year dinner thangy. Oke fine . Slacked at crew room with Zulqarnine. Slacked until 12AM sharp . LOL . Went downstairs and checked schedule . Why all my schedule all in the morning ? Wth . So damn fcuking tired la okey? & arfah was like "ahem2" Iam like what the hell ? Zul ONLY volunteered to keep me accompanied right . Sheesh . & iam already attached with hussein [.] Why are they thinking all those nonsensical stuffs ? Sheesh . Whatever! Waited for bro for like about 1/2 hour ?! He's doing closing lurh . But the good thing about closing is that we can take any stuufs we want . Like left over fries , meat patties & drinks . Yeasterday i got a free milo . LOL . Milo ajer . Oke per . Then around 1230am off back home with zul & bro . The atmosphere was like so damn quiet oke . Spoooky :X Waited for bus 358 for like 20mins . Sheeshhh . The bus driver taking its own sweet time . Lucky it's not the last bus . The last bus is at 1AM . Homed by 1AM . Bathed and sleep . Next morning i know i work at 9AM. Mom woke me up latte . Kinda off really latee . SHe woke me up at 830am. Gaaa/ Had a quick bathed and breakfast and then rushed out . The stupid , fcuking 358 bus is soo dmn slow! So what if it is a public holiday ? People still have to take transport right . Likw what the hell ? The bus arrived at 9.01am. Was terribly , freaking late already . Rushed to the crew room , took stuff and all . BUT! Surprisingly , manager didnt know that iam late . HAHAHA! iam like one happiest person on Earth! Oke whatever with that part. Eli pass me my $10 hang bao first . Woah. i'am lovin it . Woah . woah Then off to wipe tray , do hashbrown , counter , break , runner and off back home . The atmosphere at white sands is so damn quiet oke ? Like nobody at all . But the customer at Macdonald is like Err . So many . Sometimes customer IN , sometimes no customer . So boring . Punched out at 5PM and off back home . But before that had great laughter with that EFFENDY! He;s one bustard oke . Flat-top , side burn! Misai ko tk cukur ?! Bustard siak effendy kenakan orang lain . Haah . Oke whatever . ONe last word to say . IAM MISSING MY BF BADLY. LIKE SO BADLY! iloveyouhunny. & HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO SYUHADAH :D toodles. Well , today is chinese neww year eve. Wooohooooo :D aku happy giler dok . Today will be getting hang bao from macdonald! Yea , thats explains why iam a very happy person today. LOL . Let's start from yesterday . Had npcc cause friday is chinese new year. So took the sec 1 squard & they aree fun laa seyy . :D after cca , went back home , changed and bathed . Went to Tamp Mall to eat dinner . Ate at Ramen Ten . I had this Dry tomyum spicy ramen . woohoooo , power laaa seyy . It's spicy & nicee . accompanied with a chocolate freeze & choco ice-cream with fudge. So sedappp . :D Total up , bill is $104.40 . iam like , Woah . Dad paid for it and off to Tamp mall . When in mango and searched for tops . Then to isetan . Wanted to buy this billabong bag for 34buccks but neah . Buy a havainese sandals insteadd . Shop around Tamp mall & off back home by 10 pm . TODAY had CNY celebrations . The concert oke , oke laa . Abit bored & plain . LOL . after concert went to white sands with dears . Ate at mac & shop around white sands . Off back home at 12pm . Will be working later at 3pm . To all my Chinese friends , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR! MAY THIS YEAR BRING HAPPINESS AND GLORY TO YOU :D toodles. Well , today was splendidd! i can say that. But the sickening part is that i work in the morning every weekends. Like what the hell! Iam so tired laa sey. OKe , today experienced many types of FUNNY costumer . Well , i share one or two here . There's this SINGH guyy . eh? correct speeling eh ? LOL He ordered already , then he was throwing anger at me . Iam like what the hell with him seyy. Tak betol kott . LOL Then when it comes to the payment partt , with confidence , he paid me 20 malaysia ringgit. Iam like " apa siahs dia nie" . Then i say : this is malaysia money" Then his face turn red . HAHA . paiseyy already . Just now wants to throw temper at me for no reason , then pay money also anyhow. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL . That's one stupidd costumerr . There's alot moree but iam lazy to type . After work ,at 6pm mit up with farid . Chit-chat with him . Then , after that off to meet hubby & his friends . Off to kfc to have our dinner & we were planning what presents to buy for hubby's friend. Her birthday today . HAPPY BIRTHDAYY HUBBY'S FRIEND . i forget her namee . LOL One of his friends bought her a pink balloon. Very cute seyy :D Slack and chit-chat at kfc till 8plus . Hubby got to go home , so it's oke dear . I paham (: Then , off to jumpe farid lagi . We're just friends oke . Tak melebih dari tu . Farid with his non-stop problems . Sheeessh . Terserempak with farid 's sister and friends . Beh nizam cakap " korang pergi romanctic2 dulu ehh" Iam like what the hell! Aku dah ada matair yang kau nak suruh aku romance ngan FARID buat aper . :/ Then around 9 plus , off back home . Now currently blogging . Yea , just love today :D toodles. |
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