Behind those tears .. I'll post about yesterday. Friday the thirdteen. School was mundane. How i wish i could just skip F & N lesson. My coursework, is just a atrocious. I feel like giving up. There like so many things to be done and i just can't find time. I know i'am somehow slow yea i'am. God please help me. I need to finish it up after the march holidays. I've yet had any idea of what to cook for midyear & o levels. I've yet done my food order list. I've yet moved on to development & DM. Haish. How slow can i be? Aku macam orang no life gitu seh. D; Ah wadeva. So today was supposed to get back our report books but i didnt get mine yet. Reasons are my parents didnt turn up for the meet the parent session -.- My form teacher die die wants to meet my parents, infact she wants to meet every single one parents. No parents, no report book. -.- Merepek lah. And now, iam kinda worry about my results. I know 100% one i fail my maths thats for sure takya tengok dah tahu. I don't want to fail my english & History pleaseee? Haizz. So yea after school head back home. Sleep cause i was feeling rather fatigue that day. At around 6plus when out again to meet up with ifah at central. Head down to school for the campfire. Since the sec 1s, 3s & 4s are having Npcc camp in school, we decided to help around with the campfire and stuffs. In the end, we slacked around instead. I dont know why but i was hyper active that night. Haha. Me and ifah were like laughing our asses out and dancing in the clear moonlight. We were enjoying ourselves macam kat party gtu haha padhal it's a camp -.- But, overall we did have superb fun! But the campfire was rather a plain one. I just adore the fire only. Haha. It was SUPERB. Kalau sekolah terbakar pon baek ah. HAHA. Had a sing along lesson, snap snap pictures here and there and when they were having their supper, me and ifah when went behind the canteen and relax down there. Ahaa, i don't know for what reason ah. So at around 10plus, we bla from school and head to Mac. Had our supper and slacked around. Homed by 11plus. ------------------------------- Woke up at eight in the morning. Dunknow why but i can't sleep. Keep on rolling and rolling on the bed and the weather is super cold! Get ready and off to work. Suprisingly, iam not late! Yay! So work for me today was MOODY-less. I was feeling super uper tired from the start and i dont unterstand why! I think it's because of the lack of sleep or what? Gahhh D: I was hoping that after having my break, it would somehow boost up my energy but to no avail :[ I was feeling the stupid old me. I wanted to go back early but to no avail too. Theres just not enough crews today. :/ So i just stood there stupidly with my no mood kind of face trying to entatrtain the different types of customer's nonsence. And i get irritated by my throat! I've been coughing and coughing since last week and till today. I've not cured yet! This sickness been around with me since last week! Args. And on the way home, iam caught up a cold! I feel so stupid with this kind of sickness. This is just equal to no mood for me. Sorry uh peoples just now i show that sucky face. Hope you guys understand. I'am not feeling too good this few days and i'am not the nat iam used to be. I don't know why but something really bother me right now. Yes now. I feel so BAD. Ahh, wadeva it is, IT'S OVER OKEY. GET THAT. Don't you dare reminise the past. ARGSSSSSS! I feel like running far far away from all this SHITZ! Seriously! i don't belong here either! I'am just being a nuisance to that somebody AND OH WELL, I"LL JUST FUCKKKKKK OFF FROM YOU YOU YOU! ARGSSS ! So fuckkinng pissed siolzxz! Nak cari pasal ngan orang salah timming ahh. Babi ah kau mati lebih baekk ah. Tak payah nak message2 aku skrg ahhh! IRRITATING! Ahh , iam just going to upload yesterday pictures and enjoyz ~ & seriously ah, IGNORE the date on the pictures. Camera aku dah gyler ahh ~ I'll just upload this few. Ask me for more pictures thru msn. toodles |
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