 Dilemma! :[ on Wednesday, September 9, 2009
, 6:43 AM Heyhoe! Back from night class. Studied alittle chemistry & spent the rest of the hours talking. Today's date is super cool lah. 09.09.09. Cool kan! Kalau matair nari pun baek uh. Ifah says that! Lol. Nothing much happens for the past few days. I'll be either buzy baking hari raya cookies or either slacking. Hehek. Ok! I managed to do some revisions laa kay! So my night was spent meaningfully at school for two consecutive days. Should try to be more FOCUS! And i've no choice but to downgrade myself again! Boooooooh! M1 has been sucha irritants nowadays and my bill this month cost a BOMB! I was utterly shocked laa! Hmph! Lucky my parents didnt get to know about it. Hehek. Bro & me were smart enough to notify m1 to get our bills send through the net. Woohoo. And fuggin shitz, i planned to use my old prepaid card number but then the number has expired already! Grr, super frustrated laa kay. So i have no choice but to open a new number again. So people, for the time being, i would be using my prepaid number first! After i settle my debts, then i will continue using my bill. But you guys can still text me at my bill number, but i'll reply via my prepaid number kay! Sorry to trouble you guys! This is what happens if you text or call tooo much. -__- Nevermind, i've learnt my lesson already. Pfft. & whatehell. It's wednesday already. How time flies! Can't the holiday be much longer?! Grr. Next week would be the last week of puasa and the week after would be raya already. Fast huh? I'AM SO JOVIAL & can't wait for raya this year! ^^ And i hope that the dslr abg & me has been eyeing for quite sometimes would be grabbed before raya! So can snap-snap millions of photos! Lol. Ok-ok enough about raya mood. Must think about O's & prelims first okay nat? Hahas. Yah, i've been experiencing several mood change for the past few days. I may be feeling uper devastated when the clock past midnight while i would be feeling hyper ecstatic after maghrib. Haish, a mixture of feeling arose. But till now, still etched fresh in my mind, the most unforgettable / excruciating incident that happens right infront or should i say right behind me still hurts me deep down inside. How could you do this to me? Thats means to say, that person is way important than me lah? So be it. But, seriously i can't accept the fact that you didnt even talk to me but rather you sounded rough. I was utterly hurt deep down. I cried, yes i did just because of you. I doubt you can sense me. Instead, you still find her more important than me. Thanks alot. I don't know what i did to get this sucky shit in return. Just wanna say, thanks alot for everything you have done. Appreaciate it lots. I'll still remember you for who you are but i hope you wound even forget me. Take care. ='( &  And yes, to the most sweetest gorgeous Moon of mine, i also miss you ALOT-ALOT. It's not only ALOT-ALOT but its just undescribe-able! The last time we last met was months ago. Yes, way months again. Till now i've yet to pass your bday present which was supposed to be given to you last june. Hmph. :/ Tho we both are up with hectice schedule ahead us, i really wish that we could sacrifise a day or so together cause i miss those gossiping moments with you! You know i know Mi! Heh! And yea, i've got lotz of stories to share! We must really catch up with each other real soon alright! Pape text me & i'll promise to reply you ok love. & send my regards to Wan alright. =) Your Truly, Star Sayang. ♥ Ohh shitz! I'am in a dilemma! Somebody help meee! He did confess to me! Hmph! I feel like tearing! Sobs sobs! toodles |
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