 lost on Saturday, January 16, 2010
, 7:23 AMI'am so disappointed with someone. I mean like taking the initiative to atleast ring up store and tell them that you cannot attend today isint that difficult right? You left people worrying about you. Who would be responsible if anything bad happens? Haish. And there you left me unspoken towards boss. He thought that i was covering you up but then, haish nevermind. Nobody would even understands how i feel at times. I am very upset towards someone too. I'am like a ghost. You pretended that you didnt see me but actually you did. All this brings pure bad reputation towards my name. And again, all i can do is sighs. And lately i've been faking a smile. Let's just say i'am not the real me. I still can't accept where i'am moving next. :( It's like i can't describe how heavy the feeling is just to step inside that institute. It's not that i'am criticizing or what but the feeling is so HEAVY! :( Hayaa, you wouldent understand how i felt anyways. Yes again, haish. A great feeling or remorse strikes when people kept on asking " where are you moving on next? and " hows your results? " It takes me a nearly a few minutes to answer that two simple questions. After that the feeling of dejected soon strikes. I can't help it but to head down. :( Somehow i'am still caught up with the things that happens recently and it would stay etch in my mind. And it would take alot of time for it to heal. Haish. But somehow it's my life and i've to make a decision that would give me a brighter future. To those who are retaking their O levels again this year, don't think of it as a wasted year. Think of it as investing another year for a brighter future. Theres no harm in giving yourself a second try alrights? I may be saying all this but inside it feels so down. To those whome feels me and knows that actually i'am not okay (when actually i say i'am okay) thankyou very much for your concern. I never knew that someone like you would actually feel me. Thanks alot once again. And now i will try my very best to smile again like how i use to do. It takes time alright? (: And shits! he confessed that he like me but i don't like him. How nie? toodles |
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