 time on Wednesday, January 27, 2010
, 6:29 AM When the time comes right, no more working for me. Am serious about it. I don't care if people call me nerd or freak or BITCH, still i'am striving hard for success. I know i've dissapoint alot of people out there. But still, i'am sorry. I didnt did it on purpose it's just that i have no interest in that subject. But now, when i've realize the power of that subject just to enter poly, i'am sure gonna give my 100% on him. I know it's a BIG WASTE. Yup, it sure does. Just because of one subject but still don't make me feel like i'am a sore loser can? People kept on saying, "Wasted seh Nat!; If not you can make it already!" makes me feel so useless ya'know. All i need is motivation and monitoring thats all. Stop telling me wasted la just because of your maths. I had enough okay? Thankyou. Keep your comments to yourself. I know where i'am moving next so you just wait and see. -- And lately, schedule has been sucha bitch to me. I find it hard just to get AL, Off or even MC? Whenever i took a AL, manager would start, "Ehh, not enough beanie working la you cannot take AL already." Fucked up. When MC "Ehh why last minute? You know not enough beanies right?" ( From my past experience lah ) Then what? If i'am super duper sick and like going to die like that still i must attend work isit? And when i want to have a day off when i've already applied in advanced also cannot ah? Grrr! So damn irritated ya'knw. >:[ I somehow understand the situation la due to the limited number of beanies but can be spoken in a nice manner right? Some people, so unreasonable! Still, i'am sick but i attend work for the past few weeks. I've been wanting to visit the doctor and get an MC but i don't have the heart to leave my fellow beanie all alone. See! How thoughtful am i. Tomorrow i'am working alone but again i don't have the heart to leave him all alone working at the cafe when he himself is new. Hmph. Maybe i shall just force myself to work tomorrow no matter what. I'll just fed myself with panadols just to keep those dizzy-ness away. I hope it works! And hopefully, friday would be the right time for me to visit the doctor to get an MC. And i hope my weekends would be a resting day for me instead of working. :/ I think i'am going to die. Lol? Crap, i know but i've never felt so sick this way! =.= Mr cough is back, whats more can i ask for? Flu or fever? Damit! -- And currently i'am super duper pissed with one human being. For all i know, i'am not stupid. Fuck you! please eh takmu sembarang terase! Tanyer dulu nih pasal saper sebelum nak naek darah. TQ toodles |
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