 gloomy on Friday, February 12, 2010
, 3:08 AM I'am home since just now. Today's plan with sirin was CANCELED. Disappointed tho. :( Actually it wasnt me who planned it out but it was her. Her plan was to have lunch at MFM and catch things up with each other but sadly last minute she told me she has to go somewhere. HAYAA. See! Sometimes, or i mean ALL the TIMES i'am fed up with this kind of things happening. All last minute plan canceled just like that when actually iam looking forward to it. Haish, this is when the phrase, aku nie kan sape comes in. Yes, is true what. When something is planned out nicely lastly it would be cancelled or whatsoever by the other person. Lately, i've been asking people to accompany me to tamp also difficult. First ok, i can teman you go but on its day itself, err nat sorry i got something on. GRRR! Irritating right? Not first, twice but THRICE! :(( I'am so cheerless! I don't know how people treat me. I mean it's like so different for the past few days. I've been getting different kind of treatments from different peoples. The usuals 'people' i used to be close with don't seem to care less about me anymore! :'( Tell me people why oh why? I'am so dejected ya'knw. People are changing i know but you don't have to change to a certain extend what. Or i think i deserve this? Ohh, i don't know! :( Ever since this kind of things is happening, i just tell myself to keep quiet and hush. I just 'pretended' to be okay trying to understand their situation when the other person is much more important than me right, so yea never mind. Sometimes i also don't understand much. The person told me that he/she misses me so much till they even plan a meet-up session with me but lastly the person say she got to go meet her other friends. Wtf? Sape tak sedih and geram eh? Ok lah, i have enough of this. The more i talk about this the more hurt i felt. So might as well i'll just hush right? Correct i think. This coming off day i have plans lined up already. It's either going out for makan with candy, out to bugis with sayang, makan with sirin or either kite flying with ifah b. Four plans let's see out of this FOUR how many is cancelled on it's day itself kay? Gahhh! Bingits! D; I wana stress free myself. I want to go shopping since that time! D: Iam just asking for this not more not less what, aint that difficult right? Haish. I'am hopeless now. Boooh. And ya guys must been wondering why iam home early today right? Oh guess it, aunty is on MC again! yes again! Grr! Was informed about it yesterday at about 9plus when i was working. Supposedly i was suppose to work till 1130pm yesterday but due to this i was release at 1000pm. NO i didnt when home straight but instead slacked with syarin & jamal first. Followed by sirin, aqil, zafri and sister! Actually we were waiting for each other to finish work. Haha. Slacked till 1130 then bussed back home with sister & syarin. Ohh just reminds me of the old times. Awww. :) Homed by 12 midnight and wash up, eat then sleep. Woke up at 5.45am today and worst still i can be LATE some more! Heck care i was fuggin weary and i need to sort out everything since rajes was also on MC the day before. =.= Sickening. So work wasnt just as i expect to be good cause i know it wound turn out just well. Due to my menstrual cramps i tell you i can die down there ah! And from coming in at 7am and having my break at around 2plus when i'am going to punch out at 330pm? SAY WHAT?! Sickening much. Yes i endured still but my cramps are just killing me! I've forgotten to indulge in my pink pills and i swear i was suffering down there with my stomach growling for food! Boooh how much i hate cramps! :(( But after work bumped into ms shahidah! Oh yah, i did bumped into MS AMY the other time round! gosh how much i miss her and i dare not tell her my results! D: And mr muhd the other day round and ms huda and also mr ridzuan and the lists goes on.. And on my way to downtown busstop bumped into manager kelly! Miss her much too manzxz! Haha, working down there sure got bump into many many peoples. Huahua. So yea after work was slacking time with ifah b! Atlast eh got the chance to see her again and story telling like last time. Haha, but still not enough luh babe. Hahas. Wanted to train down to tamp but since her ezlink is out of money and time is running out for her, we just slack at town park. Cam whored and yah catch things up. After that off back home nothing much happens. Tomorrow is cny eve. I hope it's not as crowded as it is today! Sickening. So rimas, restless seeing many humans around! Gahhh, sickening still! And ouh yah i'am home ALONE! Everybody is out and i'am not even informed about it. Sedih kapaa nat? Might as well i merayap just now sey. So lonely at home. Haish. I think daddy is out tengah makan. Yelah, mane nak ingat orang kan. Haish. I'am just nothing right, just say it! BOOOOOOHH! :'( i'll upload pictures soon when i've figured out how to transfer pictures from my phone :/ toodles |
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