 random on Monday, April 5, 2010
, 5:42 AM Forget about what i was going to post yesterday. It's way too long too verbose and i'am getting lazy already so yea just forget it okay? You're big enough to think for yourself and whats right and whats wrong you should know. Frankly, i'am sick and tired of everything already but thankfully it's all ending. 6 more days to go and next week school already starting. So whats the use to brag about this right? I suddenly have the urge to start school that quick so that i can stop working already, for i don't know why. ( i never have this kind of feeling before until this shit happens ) Okay whatever, typing all this is just making me pissed so whats the use right? And don't think you can hide things JUST LIKE THAT okay? Don't try me if i'am mad. I'll throw everything out to anyone thats close to me just to let out the feeling of anger. GRR! And please leave me alone if i'am angry too. You just wouldn't want to be the next victim right? Sheesh. And i also HATE people whome promise to do something but in the end break their promises! How would you feel you tell me?! When u're actually looking forward to attend to the wedding ceremony too? And i shall love myself more by not being a dumb idiot just to look for a PURPLE colour baju kurung. I've intended to find for one but somehow my instincts tells me don't even bother to look for one and wahh it's true ~ I just love myself more this time round for trusting myself eventho i feel that i have NO LIFE~ If you were to ever get to know about my working schedule. Yes, iam a no life girl whome just don't bother to go out and enjoy but instead work and work and work. Like what people say i've got no fuggin time fore them. I just feel like saying thanks to my 'no life' life atleast i'am earning money unlike you whome 'got life' and just roam around like one idiot. Think before saying okay? Thanks. And and the very hot topic i've been encountering. Love life. It's my life, my choice of me wanting to have a bf or not right now. It's non of your problem right? Why are you being sucha ass and kept on forcing me to love ya when i can't barely force myself to love you? And when i didnt reply nor answer your calls you assumed that i am contacting other guys and not bothering about you anymore! Pfft~ How irritating can that be? Not once but args, numerous number of times! >;[ Guys are forever guys and their EGO wah i just can't stand it! And you still have the cheeks to say that i go for age. GRR! I just want my own freedom can? We're are only friends and u're treating me as tho iam your gf already! I really really hate it when guys do that! If the switch on button is on, wah it cannot be off sia. In another words, when you start to text them, they wound stop on chasing you & your heart. So desperate! Frankly, i like guys whome give us time and don't bother us like everyday. Once in a blue moon like that. Thats much more better right atleast he give you time and understand you and don't even control you! Sheesh! Sickening much. >:[ And like finally iam starting tuition tomorrow! Excited? Boleh la. But before that i've to work cause auntie's on mc like again! Hmph. And and it's on my 7th day already! So thats means i have no fuggin off day this week and i have to work work and work! Bleargs. I don't know if i can take it anymore or not cause currently iam having a bad sore throat accompanied with a slight cough. :( MC ah MC! And i hope that cheryl can atleast take over me on saturday so that i can go out with my lovely espresso peoples. And the week after next? School = to mundane. -__- Pay coming out and i'am sure this time round my pay is going to be BOOM! ^^ Apart from that, i'am saving up my $$ to get the hot pink viao lappy from candy! So HOOOTTT lahh can? Hotter than my room sia! Weeeheee, excited already! Okay bye. Wish me luck for tomorrow. Opening plus, ergs! And i've just made this formspring account. Just ask me anything people, anything! ((: toodles! |
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